SUMMERDREAM

WHAT'S IN MY NAME?

2009-03-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

You Are Bold and Fearless

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

..happy birthday lil sis...

2008-11-30T22:21:00.003+08:00

fu~ birthday ngayon ng bunso kong kapatid..^^
HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY IZZA....!!!

<3,
ate mariz

MIROTIC and AADBSK2

2008-11-04T19:39:00.005+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee!!! sa wakas, dumating na yung mga order ko.. haha... last week pa toh, tinamad lang ako na i-post... MIROTIC PHOTOBOOK IS <33333!!! XDDD

2nd Semester Schedule

2008-11-03T15:19:00.002+08:00

since malapit na din yung start ng class for 2nd sem, post ko na lang yung sched ko..ehehehe

DAY--TIME--ROOM--SUBJECT
M--1-3--SDV405--Social Arts 12x
MWF--8-9--LAH301--Physics 11
MWF--9-11--FSH303--Physics 11(lab)
MWF--11-12--LAH317--Socio-Anthro a
MWF--12-1--LAH317--English 16
T--3-5--DCTH306--Religion 12
TTHS--7-8--LAH302--Bio-Sci 23
TTHS--9-10--LAH301--Pharm. 2
TTHS--11-1--GDLSC103--Bio-Sci 23(lab)
W--1-3--LAH315--Internship 1
WF--4-5:30--CDL312--Philo 11

...bwiset.. (-_-)

2008-10-21T19:36:00.000+08:00

wainaku....
kapagod ah...
ang ewan ng school koh...ang hirap mag-enroll at mas pinahirapan nila yung mga irregular na katulad ko. hmpness talaga!

sabi nila, oct.20 yung enrollment namin. pag-aayos pa lang ng subjects, inabot na kami ng lunchtime kahapon. tapos yung sa encoding part, SUUUUUUPEEEERRR TAGAAAAL!!!! >.< hanggang 4pm kaming nakatulala sa loob ng room dahil na din sa mabagal at nag-hahang na computer. tapos saka nila sasabihin na sarado pa yung mga ibang subjects for higher years. kamusta naman yun. dapat start pa lang ng pag-aayos, sinabi na nila para hindi na kami naghintay. or better yet, alam naman nilang may mga ireg na higher years yung subject na kukunin, sana ini-open agad nila yung class. nauwi lang tuloy sa wala yung paghihintay ko kahapon.. T__T

tapso kanina, bumalik ulit ako sa CEU. baka sakaling may na-open nang subject or pwedeng yung pang-1st year lang ang kunin ko. pero hindi daw pwede yun. Hindi pwedeng mag-add ng more than 1 subjects.Wainaku. wala din. balik na lang daw ako sa saturday. pero habol ko dun, yung section. baka mag-close yung napili kong section. sayang ang pagiging 1A ko.

ayun, yung bright side dito sa enrollment, promoted ako ng section kasama si Stephen. haha. From Section E, napunta na kami sa SectionA. based on grades na kasi yung sectioning at top40 daw yung mapupunta dun. sabi pa ni mam Jazul nung nag-aayos kami ng subject kahapon, "Priority nyo dapat na nasa 1A kayo. dapat dun kayo kasi matataas ang grades nyo". wow! haha.. gulat kami dun ah.. O.O

..SEMBREAK NA...

2008-10-13T18:31:00.001+08:00

erm...
yeah..sembreak na... back to the province ako ngayon..
since Saturday, stay lang ako sa bahay.. haha.. wala akong maisip gawin.. >.< kagabi pa ako nag-iisip kung anong pwedeng magawa sa ilang weeks na pahinga from school.. and walang matino na pumasok sa isip ko except for these things...

1. basahin ang THE ALCHEMIST
2. DVD marathon.. tapusin muna ang Deathnote...keke~
3. i-update ang Love's Masquerade
4. gumawa ng matinong DBSK fiction
5. humabol sa mga updates sa DBSK sa soompi forums (naman...napag-iwanan na ako ng 60 pages..T__T)
6. download lahat ng Mirotic perfs ng dbsk
7. find time para magkaron ng updates sa SHINEE. pati na rin sa FT ISLAND....
8. dahil naadik ako sa SS501, kelangang makilala ko sila lahat. mukha lang ni Youngsaeng at HyungJoon ang tanda ko.. nalilito ako sa 3 members.. >.<
9. pag sinipag ako, makikipagkita ako sa ibang Mateo bukas
10. sana sembreak na ang MOTHIEZ. tagal ko na silang hndi nakikita.. Fu...
11. change layout para sa blog ko

aiyooo...
sana may magawa pa ako dito..haha...namiz ko ang pc.. more on downloading vidz, music and pictures muna ako...haha..XDDD

..nakakapagod din...

2008-09-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

ay kamusta..long time no online talaga..O__O
kung hndi pa ako umuwi ng Batangas, hindi pa ako makakabalik sa OL world..hahaha..XD
pano naman kasi, straight na one week, tinadtad kami ng quiz. Memorization sa Pharma, long quizzes ng History, epaL na English at surprise quiz sa Botany lec..ay dead talaga ako..>.< isama pa ang walang kamatayang experiment sa Chemistry lab, nkakaantok na Chemistry lecture, pati botany lab, isama na din...wainaku, nakakapagod na talaga..*sigh* wala na tuloy akong time na makapag-internet at isingit ang pagiging k-pop fan. as in total disappear ako the whole week..O__O

buti na lang nakapag-relax pa ako nung Thursday & Friday.keke~

THURSDAY. 091808
hihi..very special na ngayon ang 18th for me...1month na..basta ganun..XD
and para mag-celebrate, nakipag-meet ako kay kahating Michi...^^ major tour muna ako sa school compound nya, Intramuros..then dumaan kami ng Robinson Manila para bumili ng mga keki/bread..XD bear bread, custard keki, pizza, green tea keki, lots of keki, melon, watermelon, pati apple juice at marshmallow..pwahaha. deretso kami sa Burgos para mag-noraebang.

FRIDAY. 091908
sabi ni Justin, puntahan lang daw nya ako sa CEU.uhm, chika chika ng konti. pero naisipan namin na puntahan si Sakuya sa school nya, tapos na-meet ko din si Ate Nadz.^^ ayun, chika chika na lang akmi sa Mcdo malapit sa school ni Sakuya at tinitirhan ni Ate Nadz. ay ansaya. kasi finally, na-meet ko na si Ate Nadz. tapos..tapos..idagdag mo pa na nawindang talaga ako sa kaadikan ni Justin nun..O.O as in hndi ko sya kinaya kasi nung time na yun ko lang sya nakita na super daldal tapos overloaded ang kaadikan. XD anyhoo, super enjoy naman yung time na nagkasama kaming 4.

..BSP1E..

2008-09-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

wala lang..ehehe...naisipan ko lang gumawa ng blog entry.. ah, yang picture, nung sept16 yan..nagkaron ng fashion show sa Social Arts yung mga classmate kong first year..at guest of honor/photographer kami ni Stephen,. hahaha

BSP1E...masarap kasama..mga bata pa talaga..ehehe..well..kamusta naman..."ate adia" ang tawag sakin..O___O unnie/noona talaga ang dating ko. *sigh* pero honestly, masaya silang kasama. Nung una talaga, nahihiya akong sumama sa kanila kasi unang-una, ahead ako s akanila, iregular student ako, tapos mukhang grupo grupo na sila...pero nung magatgal, ayan, mejo feel ko na close na ako sa kanila..hihi..tapos nakasama pa ako sa Buraratz..pwahaha..ay ang mga adik na classmate..XD

erm...3 weeks na lang, sem break na...and sa second sem, mukhang may re-shuffling na ng sections..T__T at ayoko mang isipin, baka mapawalay ako sa section na toh... nooooooooooo!!! ayoko talaga...sa kanila na ako komportable..ayokong mapunta sa ibang section...

mamimiz ko talaga ang BSP1E

..no more lemon hair...

2008-09-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

ayeeeeeeee!!! black na ang hair ni JAEJOONG!!! haha... super love ko ang black na hair pero namimiz ko din ang lemony..keke~ weee...!!! ang ganda ng promotional pic ng DBSK...it's love...^^ topless jaeho...XD

ah...finally, tapos na uyng midterms week....argh! toxic...tapos may mga pahabol pa na exams...and pamatay din sila ah..>.<

ginawa akong hiatus ng midterms..namiz ko tuloy ang OL at sms world..haha..sa sobrang miz, ayun, nagkita uli kami ng kapatid kong labanos..keke~ at nabigyan pa ako ng mga kanta at vidz..teehee...ah, ansarap nyang kasama..super adik..and makaksundo mo talaga...looking forward na makasama sya uli..game pa naman sya lague sa mga lakad..ehehehe...

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say LEMON the Yunho way:

"remon"

hahahaha..XD

..birthday..birthday

2008-08-21T17:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM KIBUM and PARK JIWOON...!!!
<333

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WAAAAAHHH!!! thursday is soooo love.....XD

..lemon in love....

2008-08-19T17:22:00.004+08:00

it's not often that i would feel this way...

the happiness i'm feeling right now, i would want it to linger forever..

this i could say, a dream come true for a girl like me...

since sunday, he really made me happy..

he's the sole reason why i started having good sleep and waking every morning with a smile on my face and thinking of him all day...

seeee? writing this entry, i can't help but think of him..

aaaaahh~~~ my prince.... gf won't be mad to prince because prince is really cute..^^

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*~Offline MSG From Prince~*

Sorry for not being able to stay with you for so long.
Prince is tired~
But still Prince is happy to have Yeobo and Gf By his side.
Did Yeobo and Gf catch the kisses.
I threw a lot of them out.
To make sure that you'll catch a lot of them~ ^^
Sleep well~ study hard for Prince, Yeobo, and Bf.
We'll be cheering very hard for you.

Remember
#1 is Umma
#2 is Donsaeng
#3 is Yeobo and Gf.

*hugs~*
Rest well dream of prince and yeobo...
Forget about Bf's they are bad~
Have not talked to Gf and Yeobo for a while~
Dream well sleep well~
Prince will be watching~

..panda jae....

2008-08-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

i'm browsing sa dbsk thread ng soompi forum and i saw this picture..MILKSHAKE, PARA SA'YO TOH...^^

tagal ko din na hindi nag-update..ehehehe..well, walang time na mag-online..and parang wala din ako sa mood na mag-online..hehe...

new update??? may bago akong kapatid..si JUSTIN LABANOS....!!! and seriously, napaka-game nya sa gala..hihi.,..at lague pa akong inaaway..my goodness!! haha...pero i lalalalab my raddish brother..^^

weeeee!!! nakasama ko na naman sina omma donna.nag-sleepover ako sa kanila nung saturday hanggang sunday..and nagpunta din dun sina ate chi, ate ekah, derek and justin...omma gave me a horse stuffed toy and i got a teddy bear from justin.. I SOOOO LOVE IT!!!

yesterday, opening ng CEU SPORTSFEST sa RIZAL STADIUM...nakita ko si CALVIN!! pero hndi kami nakapag-usap..ambilis din nyang umalis eh..hay... miz ko na talaga sya..promise..antagal ko na din syang hindi nakakausap..kung alam lang sana nya na hinahanap ko sya lagi..*sigh*

uhm, yeah...ceu sportsfest opening..maaga syang natapos and nag-eexpect ako na magkakaron ng gala after nun..hehe...but, hndi pwede ang mga tao..kaya pinuntahan ko si omma donna sa skul nya..hihi...i spent the day with her and my binili ako para kay................... hahahaha...basta!

...new multiply layout...XD

2008-08-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

LOL!!! camwhore leader-shii..XD

after a thousand years, napaltan na ang layout ng multiply ko..haha

~~lalala...school's been keeping me busy...especially when it comes to Botany and Chemistry..errr... >.<...it really needs a major brainstorming..haha

buti na lang, maaga yung uwian ko ngayon and ipm pa tomorrow yung class ko..kaya i used this free time para makapag-online..and gehd!!! how i missed the OL world..hindi na ako makababad dito gaya ng dati kasi kelangan na talagang seryosohina ng bagong buhay at mga subjects..haha

ansarap talagang magbasa ng mga fictions..hihi..I've missed reading them..^^

....forgotten...

2008-07-23T15:30:00.003+08:00

....

did you miss me?

do you even care to know what's been up to me this past few days?

i guess not.

I've been in silence since last week. And I haven't heard any word from you. It's been a while since we had our decent conversation. Though I'm telling myself that you might be busy too, I still can't hide that feeling of disappointment. I was like hoping that you could drop by just a single message for me.

Still, do you miss me?

'coz i do

I miss everything about you and the way you care for me like before.

But now, it seems evrything had changed.

It seems that....

I'm already forgotten....

-----28-----

....18th birthday...

2008-07-20T22:13:00.007+08:00

whew.... and so i thought i could never celebrate my debut..XD

but looking at these pictures, my dream came true..even if it's a VERY LATE celebration, i'm really really happy that i had experienced this event..

ang alam ko talaga, simple celebration lang toh..kasama ang relatives at close friends ko..pero nagulat ako pagkauwi ko kahapon, ibang iba dun sa sinabi nila.. buti ankarating yung mga kabarkada ko and some high school friends,. nakaktuwa kasi andun din yung mga boys na naka-close ko during my high school days. Kakaiba pala yung feeling na maka-experience ka ng gantoh. di mo ma-explain yung tuwa..being able to celebrate one important event with your family..and also with your precious friends na kahit ang layo ko na sa kanila, we still have that strong bond. Sabi ko nga, makakita man ako ng madaming kaibigan sa Manila, wala pa ring papalit sa mga taga-dito sa Batangas. I'm so lucky talaga na anjan sila. Kahit anong mangyari, sinisigurado nila na naalagaan ako ng ayos. hehe.. kaya nga mahal ko sila, ako daw yung bunso. basta,wala akong masabi. ilang beses man nila akong i-trip o pagtulungan, yun yung saya talaga na mararanasan mo with them. Kala ko pa talaga, hindi makakarating yung iba..

and most importantly, i'm thanking my parents and cousins. Sinabi ko sa kanila na ayoko ng gantong type ng celebration kasi matrabaho and mahihirapan pa sila. But still, pinagplanuhan talaga nila toh at sila yung nag-ayos ng lahat lahat. The tears I've cried last night, yun yung tears na masasabi kong sign of gratitude sa lahat ng ginagawa nila for me...

ayun, na-celebrate na nga yung pagiging 18 y/o ko. haha.. dalaga na nga daw talaga.. pero sayang, hndi pa tumatangkad kaya hindi nahahalata.. hehe.. i really had a great time on spending the rest of the night with my friends.. inuman...roadtrip..at mga kalokohan kahit madaling araw na.. hnding hindi ko yan ipagpapalit..XD

...POPS IN SEOUL...

2008-07-06T15:41:00.006+08:00

the event yesterday was fun...everyone was so hyper upon seeing VJ ISAK and EVAN, a former member of Click-B. Lots of Filipino fans had gathered at the Manila Film Center to celebrate the 1000th anniversary of Arirang.

Together with Claudine and Mhean, who met up with me at Recto Statiopn, we arrived late 'coz we didn't know where the place is.. But still, we managed to get near the stage and see the two Korean artists. During that time, I was feeling excited coz I'll be meeting with other Jcers most especially Calvin and Ate Rica. I texted Calvin and asked where they were seated, and also telling him where I am.. and then i received a message from him saying "Ikaw ba yung katabi ko..XD".. I turned to my right and then, OHMYGOD!!!! He's beside me!!! O___O my Sangsang Twin is standing right beside me.. I actually screamed and jmped in delight upon seeing him..I even hugged him..haha... I was really freakin' happy... A part of my day was completed that time..

Later, i texted Ate Rica and told her that she should show up to me, practically begging at her.. She said that she was already outside and I felt really troubled. no. I'm not gonna let this day pass that I won't be able to see my beloved Ate Rica. And so, i went out and started looking at her. I thought she had left already 'coz she's nowhere to be seen. I felt myself nearly crying due to the disappointment I'm feeling that time. I told her I need to see her 'coz I have something to give to her. And so, she told me where she is. At first I was hesitant 'coz I'm feeling a bit nervous. While walking, a saw this girl looking at me and then she approached me.. Si Ate Rica na pala yun. I smiled widely upon seeing her, greeted her and then I gave her my birthday gift for her. If only we had more time, we could have spent it together and try to keep up with the things we missed. But, it's already late in the afternoon and I suppose she was going somwhere with her friend.

Other than that, it felt so good being able to see Ate Ekah again. We last saw each other on june16 and it was yesterday that I met up with her again. Her hugs are so sweet. She made me happy just by doing that. Too bad, i didn't have the chance to spend lots of time with her.

After the event, the Jcers decided to go to Mall of Asia. They went their own way and I was left with Mhean, Claudine, Emzee, Ann, & Karean. We also decided to go to MOA. Though we had only met for the first time, I really enjoyed their company that I don't even regret being with them. They were all hyper and so active telling me many things. Emzze was the loudest followed by Ann. We were all laughing while strolling inside the place. they have lots of stuff to tell. Getting tired of walking, we ended at the Foodcourt and decided to grab something to eat. We spent the rest of the time there still continuing our hyped conversation. Because it's alreadfy late, i went home with them and decided to sleep at my daughter Mhean's house. On the way home, Ann and Emzee were still ranting on how they haven't got the chance to buy the Pearl Red T-shirt with the word TVXQ printed at the back, while Karean on the other hand had bought one.

That day, July5, is one of the happiest day. Having met your friends that you've gotten close online and through sms is really exciting. Especially those you treasure the most.

And then, Ate Rica, told me just now that she can be my big sis officially... THAT'S REALLY GOOD NEWS, right? and she's really special for me..

well, i hope i will have a chance to meet them again soon..

---lemongurl28---

..belated happy birthday...ATE RICA....

2008-07-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

i should have made this yesterday but i kinda forgot...teehee....

eto na lang..yung message ko sa sjphils..^^

ATE RICA, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

syempre, hndi ko mkakalimutan ang araw na toh...^^ antagal ko tong hinintay eh..isa ka sa mga pinaka-special na tao na na-meet ko dito sa forum and i want you to have a very happy birthday..wish you more birthdays to come and more blessings...

ilang taon ka na ate? hihi

dahil andito na ako sa Manila, malapit na tayong magkita...buti na lang kasama ka sa saturday, lalo tuloy akong ginanahan na magpunta..humanda ka pag nagkita tayo..kasi ako, naghahanda na..XD

hope you'll stay the same..i have loved you as my unnie since day 1 of my membership in this forum..namimiz ko na yung mga kaadikan natin and spazzing...sana maulit uli yun ha....

ingatz olweiz......i love you ate..^^

happy birthday din daw sabi ni kyu, wook, at jj...hihi....=]

-----lots of love,

aLy

..pnzan's debut party..

2008-06-29T09:18:00.004+08:00

umuwi ako sa Batangas kahapon para umaten sa debut party ng pinakamamahal kong PNZAN/BESTFRIEND na si KATHLEEN MAE ABREGUNDA or KATHLINAH... hehe....mejo na-late pa kaming sa pagpunta dun kasi walang masakyan dun samin, dinaanan pa kasi ako nina Grace sa bahay,,, umuulan pa nung panahong yun... pagdating sa venue, wow! buti na lang, nagkakainan pa sila..hehe.. at gosh! nagulat ako, andun ang ibang MATHEO BOYZ...at pati si Richard na fresh from Italy, nakasama din..sya yung may vest na yellow sa picture with me, Joemar and Jose... parang nagkaron ng reunion kaming mga magkaklase dun s aparty..ang gulo..sobra..kumpleto ang MOTHIEZ at AZA GURLZ. anlalakas pa ng tama,,.. CHECK NYO YUNG NEW ALBUM KO SA FRIENDSTER PARA MAKITA NYO YUNG MGA KALUKAHAN AT KAADIKAN.. HAHA

dun na din kami natulog kina Kath..pahirapan pa na magkasya sa kama, at hanggang dun, may kaadikan pa at kung ano ano ang npagtripan sa picture..

all in all, i totally enjoyed the night.. sobrang saya na makasama ulit sila and once again, na-feel ko na close ako s amga Highschool classmate ko na boys..^^ nkakatuwa silang kasama

....just turned 18....

2008-06-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

uhm, yeah, today is my 18th birthday...ehehe...my gosh!!! kahit nag-iisa lang ako, happy naman ako s abirthday ko..andaming nkaalala..hihi..^^ i feel so thankful that I have a family nad friends like them...im do grateful with every day that God gives me because i get the chance to spend it with them.. sila yung reason ng happiness ko..and im so happy kasi na-appreciate din pala ako ngayon..

AND MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANG GANDA NG BIRTHDAY KO!!!!

FINALLY.... I MET THE SPECIAL PERSON THAT I LONGED TO MEET SINCE LAST YEAR..

MY ATE EKAH..

oh di ba, ang gandang pa-birthday nun? hehe... sobrang thrilled talaga ako nung malaman ko na finally, mamimeet ko din sya..ahihi...dun kami nagkita sa JOLIBEE MENDIOLA...nashashy pa ako kaya hndi ako makadaldal ng ayos..hehe...i got the chance to spend my specfial day with a special person...im looking forward na amkasama sya ulit..ehehehe...sana matuloy yung sa Sunday..^^

...back to batangas....

2008-06-14T22:25:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!! andito na ako uli sa Batangas...

hahahaha..pero syempre, bago umuwi, EB muna..

harhar.. nakipag-meet ako kina SHIE at MAMI KATH sa gateway...tapos dinala nila ako sa Trinoma... gudness!!!! hahahaha... kakaiba yung feeling na na-meet sila....XD grabe.. kumain kami sa McDO Trinoma tapos nag-ikot ikot ng konti..hihi..medyo nahihiya pa nga ako eh..pero masarap din silang kasama... dapat daw may next time uli... ang saya ng feeling... sa wakas, na-meet ko yung mga lgi kong nkakausap sa sms....

SANGSANG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

..bye bye Batangas..

2008-06-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

it's so hard to say goodbye....iniisip ko pa lang na aalis ako, ansakit na sa dibdib..kanina pa akong iyak nang iyak.... buti na lang anjan sina rach, daughter mhean, mami kath, shie at angie, napagaan loob ko..

hay, ang hirap maiwan yung mga mom ko...T________T sana kayanin namin

..fiesta part2....

2008-06-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

my friends came yesterday.. wee!!!! hahaha.. adik nina Aize at Clariz... kala ko talaga hndi sila pupunta.. nagtext ba naman si Aize na hindi sya makakapunta kasi sinasama sya ng mom nya..at eto namang si Clariz, pinaglilinis ng bahay... hmf. yun na nga yung last time na magkakakasama kami tapos hndi pa sila pupunta.... eh mga ADIK! bigla ko na lang nakita na bumaba s atapat ng bahay namin.. haha... kumpleto ang AZA GURLZ, kaso kulang ang MOTHIEZ kasi nagbabakasyon pala si Lazell sa Lucena.. ayun, hndi nya nakuha yung group pendant namin.. kahit kulang kami, nilubos lubos na din namin yung time na magkakasama kami.. todohan sa kantahan and nagkakayayaan pa na mag-inom.. sympre, hndi ako sure kung pwede kasi baka magalit mom ko.. then, bigla na lang akong tinanong ng mom ko kung iinom daw kami..haha... naglabas ng SAN MIG PILE PILSEN... ehehe.. so, tuloy ang saya!

pinilit ko talaga na samin matulog sina Clariz at Aize.. pati bestfriend ko na si Kath, samin na din natulog..hehe.. sila talaga mga best of friends ko at ka-close ko talaga.. i will really miss these girls.. lalo na si Clariz na kasama ko lagi sa kaadikan.. at ito pa!!! OMG!!!! BINIGYAN NA AKO AGAD NI CLARIZ NG GIFT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! OMO! OMO! TEDDY BEAR!!!!!! HAHAHA... IM SO HAPPY TALAGA.. ANTAGAL KO NANG PINAPANGARAP NA MAY MAGBIBIGAY SAKIN NUN.. pinipigilan ko lang talagang maiyak nung time na yun.. mahal na mahal ko talaga si Clariz... ^^.. binigyan pa ako ni gaga ng sulat..harhar.. pano nmang hndi ako maiiyak dun..hehe...

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tomorrow, i'll be leaving for Manila na.. dun na ako mag-stay because of school... nagsimula na akong mag-impake ng mga gamit.. nakita ng bunso kong kapatid yung mga gamit ko and umiyak sya talaga kasi ayaw nya akong umalis.... naiyak tuloy ako...deep inside, parang ayaw ko na iiwan sila dito sa Batangas.. hindi dahil natatakot akong mag-isa, kundi napapaisip ako kung pano na sila pag umalis ako...ako kasi yung nag-aalaga madalas sa lil sis ko..and of course, ako yung gumagawa ng mga gawaing bahay dito..kaya malaking kaluwagan yun s amom ko.. naisip ko lang na mahihirapan na yung mom ko sa pag-iintindi sa 3 kong kapatid.. kung pwde lang wga nang umalis, baka hindi na ako umalis..this is the first time na magkakahiwalay kami at alam kong mahirap mag-adjust both for me and for my mom... i just wish na tulungan sya nung 2 ko pang kapatid.,..

----this will be my last post for now dito sa Batangas... umiiyak pa ako habang tinatype toh..-----

...fiesta...

2008-06-07T01:15:00.001+08:00

it's freakin' 1:20 in the morning and i'm still awake...haha...well, may kausap pa ako through sms din..hihi...just finished making the salad and waiting for the lecheflan to be cooked.....it's already june 7, and today is our barangay fiesta...i'll be expecting my friends (MOTHIEZ) to come..it'll be like my despedida too...'coz i'll be going to manila on June9.... we're going to have fun and our 'get together.... iniimbita ko din sina Shie, dapat pumunta na lang sila dito sa Batangas...hahaha

omo!!! Dream Concert nga pala...can't wait to see the pictures and videos...especially DBSK, Suju, and SHINee....XDDD

..happy birhday..

2008-06-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK YOOCHUN....!!!

junsu's body.........

2008-06-04T21:22:00.001+08:00

WTH???!!!! JUNSU'S BODY IS REALLY KILLING ME...O___________O yeah yeah!!! what a body.. it's so effin' gorgeous...!!!! i can't stop myself from staring at him..hahaha... like what ate jenny said, they are now STRIPPING DONGBANG.. i hope the other members will strip like junsu.. i'll be looking forward in seeing Jaejoong and Yunho's body...XDDD

..happy birthday mom...

2008-06-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mother dear...!!!! ^^,)

even though we argue almost everyday, either it's my fault or hers, i still love my mother.. even if i feel a little angry at her for always blaming me on things, my affection and respect for her remains.. i thought of ways on ignoring her, but i always end up talking to her and going back to our talking to each other...

anyways, I LOVE MY MOM SO MUCH....

...shinee....

2008-05-27T15:31:00.001+08:00

new SM boyband... SHINEe......

i can'yt help but admire these boys ranging from 14-18 in age.. they were practically good-looking and i like their music.... their debut song is really good... i had picked up my favorite members already.. JONGHYUN and TAEMIN..... dang!!! i like jonghyun's personality....and taemin's so cute along with his dancing skills....i wanted to be his noona.... ^^ well...i'm looking forward to their other songs, music videos and performances...

..another chance...

2008-05-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

can we start all over again?

i want to put things back the way they used to be... more than that...

i hope she will give me a chance and make me feel that it would be okay...

i want to be the first person she calls everytime she wants someone to talk to....

...passed.....

2008-05-10T17:32:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! kagabi ko pa dapat toh na-post.. hindi ko lang nagawa kasi nahila ako agad sa basketball court..haha

so, ayun, etoh na....

I PASSED THE CEU ENTRANCE EXAM.....XDDDD

yipee.... nkakatuwa..ehehehe.. tuloy na nga ang paglipat ko ng skul at pagshishift ng course.....excited na ako sa new course and school..may mga nakilala na din ako na pweden maging classmates... so ngayon, kailangan ko na lang ayusin yung mga requirements ko for transferring:

1. Transfer Credential - check
2. Original Scholastic Record - check
3. Good Moral Character testimony - check
4. Student's letter seeking admission - pending
5. Parent's letter approving the transfer - pending
6. Student's letter promising to transfer in case of failure - pending
7. NSO Birth Certificate w/ registry number - pending
8. Barangay Clearance - pending
9. 4 copies of latest picture 1.5 x 1.5 - pending
10. Drug Assay - pending
11. result of entrance examination - check

whew!!!! by next week, sana okay na toh.. hehe.. para maka-enrol na agad

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nga pala.........

I HATE SMART! I HATE SMART! T^T

hndi na naman ako makapag-unli.... ewan ko ba kung bakit ako ang laging nabibiktima.. ayan tuloy.. bumili na uli ako ng new sim.. pag sinumpong toh uli, baka maisipan ko nang mag-globe.. amfufu

depressed...

2008-05-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

*POINTS TO CHIHOON* WE SHARE THE SAME MOOD...

happy birthday alejandra

2008-05-03T08:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DONGSAENG, ALEJANDRA... hey there girl....^^apee birthday... wishing you all the blessings and happiness for this important day...i'm really glad i met you and i really enjoy the days talking to you in your blog, together with joyce..ehehe... hope you'll stay faithful with sungmin.....XDDD and jaejin, gd, & yunho will always be here...hahaha...(anu ba yun?) anyway, happy birthday again.....*hugs*

...confused...

2008-04-19T03:01:00.000+08:00

I just finished taking our Qualifying Exam last April 16. And my gosh!!!!!! the exam was really difficult... I felt like my mind is so blank that time 'coz i don't know how to solve the other problems...*sob* I was really having a hard time in my course noW..accountancy.... I don't know if I will pass that exam we have taken and if I can still pursue my course... A part of me wanted to still continue my course..Even though my grades are at risk.. But somehow, another part of me wanted to give up on that course and just shift to another one... my mother says that maybe I can take BS Pharmacy. Now I'm so confused.. I really don't know what to choose...

Hey... ALEJANDRA and JOYCE... because I missed you so much, I've got some stuff for the two of you..^^ teehee...

AND ALE, THESE ARE FOR YOU......^^

...barkada outing....

2008-04-05T09:30:00.000+08:00

WHOA!!!! Finally, natuloy din yung outing ng barkada na matagal nang pinaplano.. haha.. Nung February pa yan kaso hndi matuloy tuloy kasi hectic ang sched tapos magkakaiba pa kami ng school. Kaya tuloy mahirap mahagilap ang isa't isa.. hehe...

Hndi ako nakaligo sa pool.. uwah!!! Pano naman kasi, takas lang ako. hehe. Hndi pa ako papayagan na sumama sa outing. Saka na lang ako liligo pag legal na. Kahit overnight pa at ako ang sasagot sa gastos. Hehe.

9 kami na mga sumama. Ako, Kath, Leann, Xtin, Nhorz, Andrew, Traviz, Bham, & Dan. Sayang kasi hndi na nakasama sina Aize, Clariz at Kyle. Okay naman, ang saya. hehe. Puro taga-UB at BSU an magkakasama.

Muntik pa kaming walang masakyan nung pauwi kasi may oras ng byahe dun sa lugar na yun. Welz, dahil mga adik sa outing, may plano na ng sunod na outing sa MAY, JUNE, SEMBREAK at FEB. Bahala na lang kung sino ang manlilibre. Hehe. Baka kami ni Clariz sa SEMBREAK...

------hay... I'm still waiting for my RISING SUN CONCERT DVD... Sana hndi sya naligaw *sigh*--------

...a new fic...

2008-03-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

a story that started as a simple trip of friends....

haha.. yeah right... that's 100% true..... at first it was just for fun.. I've made a Tagalog fiction on my cellphone and send them to my 5 friends like what they also do... This story featured us along with some Super Junior, DongBangShinKi and Big Bang members... It was just made to arouse the mood within us while texting each other... but then, one of them suggested to make it for real and translate the story in English.. the others agreed at this idea and so there goes the story... it'll be posted soon in Soompi..haha... yeah!!! SOOMPI...!!!! woot!!!

..SMEXY PHI NU...

2008-02-28T07:00:00.000+08:00

SMEXY PHI NU...

haha.. la lang.. grupo ng mga adik.. hehe.. just want to show you... ^^

members:

ALY - LEMON GURL

KATH - MAMA DUCKIE

RACH - ANGAS

SHIE - ALIEN

ANGIE - GLOK GLOK

OIRA - COLD PALACE

una kong nakilala si SHIE sa SJPHILIPPINES. ang adik adik namin. haha. kung san san pa kami nag-uusap dun. Tapos sunod kong na-meet si RACH. buti nag-smart sya. hehe.. ayun todo text kaming tatlo. Then, nung pasukan, pinakilala ni SHIE yung classmates nya na sina KATHLEEN at OIRA. Mga suju fan din. Ayun, gogogo kami sa mga kaadikan. Kahit magkakalayo, magkakasundo talaga. Hehe. Then lately, pinakilala samin si ANGIE. Ayan, kaya nabuo ang SMEXY PHI NU. hehe

La langz.. nkakatuwa kasi silang kausap. Mga adik. Tapos meron pa kaming peborit word na hndi nwawala sa mga message.. ^^

meron na din kaming mga official korean name:

ALY - KIM SANGRIM

KATH - JUNG NAHYUN

RACH - LEE YOUNG-IL

SHIE - JUNG SANGEUN

ANGIE - JUNG SOOHYUN

OIRA - JUNG NEULHYUN

i think i'm into yunho...

2008-02-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

Oh my!!! I think I'm into Yunho these days.. Since the Purple Line MV, I began to notice him more.. He looks the manliest among the group and that's what makes him different from them. Leader-sshi has captivated me with his good looks, smile, and hair, (yeah! the hair matters for me. Teehee. He's so charming and..and...everything..haha.. I don't know what to say anymore, but I really do like him..^^

i'm feeling better now.....

2008-02-17T02:05:00.000+08:00

BAKIT MAY MGA TAONG MANHID..???

Bakit may mga taong sa kwentuhan lang magaling? Pag kelangan nila ng mkakausap, andyan ka naman lagi... Pag may mpapaglabasan ng nasa sa loob, ginagawa mo naman lahat to make them feel better... In short, maasahan ka naman lagi eh.

Pero bakit pag dumating yung time na ikaw yung lubog na lubog, parang wala lang sa kanila? Parang walang kwenta ka. Parang wala lang sa kanila na ganyan ka, na may problema. Obvious na ngang may problema ka, sinasabi mo nang seryoso ka, tinatawanan lang. Tama ba namang isipin na nagbibiro ka. Eh halata naman na hindi ka nakikipaglokohan. Sinong hindi sasama ang loob dun? Sinong hindi mawawalan ng gana.

Hay, okay na sana ang Feb14 ko kaso biglang nangyari yun. Nung gabi pa. Nkakasama talaga ng loob. Dun ako sumasama ang loob sa pagtrato sa akin. Hindi ko naman hinihiling na talagang alamin yung kung ansong nangyari eh. Yun man lang sanang intindihin kung anong nararamdaman ko. *sigh*

Ate Ekah, thanks for yesterday ha. Kung hindi kita nakausap, pano pa kaya ako magiging okay. Thanks for talking to me and making me feel better... Alliza bunso, thanks din sa pagkausap mo sakin that night. Ehehe. Si Calvin, buti nagkausap tayo kahapon. Nakakagaan sa loob. pati din si Jhevie... Thanks...

I'M FEELING BETER NOW.......

mag-pinzan.. whole day with you...

2008-02-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

Nag-text sakin nung umaga si Kath kung 10am pa yung pasok ko. maya-maya, nagulat na lang ako nung bigla syang pumasok ng bahay. (usual na gawain nya). eh, hndi pa nman ako nkakaligo. Kala ko, wala lang yung pagpunta nya. Yun pala, may problema na. Dun kami nag-usap sa kwarto. Medyo nagka-problem sila ni Andrew, ayun, iyak na. After kong maligo, wala na kaming magawa, medyo okay na sya, nag-picture picture na lang kami. ang kaadikan. hehe. Tapos, ako ang nagyaya sa kanya na wag na lang kaming umatend ng first class. Kilala ko si pinzan, wala pa yan sa sarili. Baka nasa klase yan mamaya, tulala at iiyak pa. Niyaya ko sa SM, maglalabas ng sama ng loob (basketball). Ayun, nalabas lahat. Nanuod pa kami ng movie, DEATHPROOF ang title. Kakaiba nga yung movie. As in. Thriller sya na naging nkakatawa dahil nung 3 girls sa pahuling part. Astig yung pagmamaneho nila.

Naisipan naming umatend ng last 2 subjects. Wala na kasing magawa. Tapos may quiz pa ako sa SOCSCI. Pagpasok ko ng room, gantoh ang nangyari...

Classmates: ALY...!!!!!!
Ako: Ano..???? (tawanan sila)
Classmates: Bakit ka absent?
Ako: Mag-papamiss sana.. ehehe
Shayne: Epektib ha.. Namiz ko kaingayan mo.. babatiin pa sana kita.

Grabe, tuwang-tuwa ako sa mga classmates ko. Haha. Kalahating araw lang akong nawala, namiz ako agad. hihi. I love BSA II - Section 1. Malalakas ang trip. Ang gugulo pa. Haha. Lalo na kaming 3 nina Shayne at Cece. Walang kwenta nga yung pag-absent ko, hindi pala nagklase dun sa 2 kong subjects kasi busy ang mga teachers at nagkaron pa ng meeting. Ayun, hndi din ako absent. haha. Ang galing ko daw tumayming.

As of now, wala akong load. Tinamad ako. Bigla akong nawala sa mood na magtext. Patay pa nga cp ko. Parang naghihintay ako ng message na makakakumbinsi sakin na magload ako. basta, tamad na tamad ako. Hndi ko feel makipag-usap sa text. Haiz.. What's happening to me? Feeling ko din kasi, wala akong masasabing matino. basta kakaiba. Nkakatamd talaga.

Nagiging emotional na din lang ako, itutuloy ko na. Well, antagal ko na itong iniisip. Anlaki na talaga ng pagbabago sa SJPHILIPPINES. Iba na yung feeling ko dun. Hindi na sya katulad dati na nasasayahan talaga ako everytime na bumibista ako dun. Hindi ko na feel na tumambay ng matagal dun. parang wala eh. Siguro dahil nawala na yung mga nakakausap ko dati. kaya naman ako tumitigil ng matagal sa forum ay dahil sa mga taong special sakin na nkakausap ko dun. kaso nawala na sila. Iniwan na ako. So what's the point of staying there for long anyway? I don't have the chance to talk to them anymore. Namimiz ko na si Ate Rica, Ate Dia, Ate Ken, Ate Jenny, Ate Queen, Shiela, madami pa. Yung mga kasama ko talaga dati. As in, masaya talaga ako sa forum dati. Sana bumalik uli yun.

WAAAAHHH!!! ANONG NAGYARI SA BUHOK NG DONGBANG..???!!! o________o YUNG BUHOK NI JAEJOONG, HINDI NA KULAY HONEY.. huhuhu... ANSAMA SAMA NG LOOB KO. AMBIGAT SA PAKIRAMDAM.. PAIYAK NA AKO TALAGA

csjh mode

2008-02-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

seriously, I'm into Cheon Sang Ji Hee lately.. i really really love them.. they're such beautiful women and i really agree that they are the best Korean female group in Asia.. They're like the sexiest girl group with angelic voices and beautiful faces. They possess the talent, the looks, the voice, skills, everything. haha. I like Stephanie more.. Then next to her is Leader Lina..^^

yeah, before i forgot, Happy Birthday to Dong Bang Shin Ki's handsome leader, U-Know Yunho...!!! Please take care of my jaejoong, okay..??? i'll always support the jaeHo couple... haha

MOTHIEZ, together again....

2008-02-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

grabe, nagsama-sama na naman kami ngayon. haha. minsan lang makumpleto ang MOTHIEZ kasi naman, iba lagi ang sched ni Clariz. Sya lang saming 5 ang 5pm at 5:30 ang labas. ehehe. tapos pag ThF lang sya 10am ang start ng klase. Kaninang umaga, dahil wala kaming 11:30-1 at vacant naman ng 1pm-2:30, nagpunta kami ng mall. Haha. Sa jobee kami kumain. at kaming mga bata, nalagyan ng sauce ang damit. bwahaha. pahirapan pa sa pagtatago nung mantsa. Tapos natripan pa naming bumili ng nail polish at acetone. haha. Frozen Sapphire yung color ng sakin. Nagpunta din kami sa supermarket para hanapin yung Candy na sinasabi ng friend namin. Nung makita namin yun...grabe, nagtatalon sa tuwa si kathlinah. hahaha. ang gulo pa namin.

Tapos nung hapon, adik si Clariz, hindi na umatend ng Computer. Ayun, sama sama na naman kami,. Haha. Tambay lang kami sa study area tapos picture picture.

Nako, hindi talaga nawawala samin ang bloopers. Bwahaha. Sinimulan ni Aize, tapos nagtuloy-tuloy hanggang kay Lazell at Clariz. Buti na lang, hindi kami nadamay ni kath. hehe. Etoh ang mga pamatay na line.

AIZE - sa department store ng supermarket

CLARIZ - ambilis mag-depreciates

LAZELL - itinataksil... Takwil ka..!!!

bwahaha.. mauutas kami ni kath sa pagtawa jan. Grabe, anlakas ng tama namin. Tapos pinagtaguan pa namin si Clariz. nyahaha. Nagkaron din ng plano na magkakaron kami ng outing sa FEBRUARY9. Hay, sana matuloy. Minsan na nga lang namin makasama yung iba naming kabarkada. (-.-) at saka, sana maalala ko, sisingilin ko ang MOTHIEZ para s afund namin, simula sa monday. hehe

Hay nalo. Andami kong ginawa ngayong gabi. Yung sa COST ACCOUNTING, andaming pinag-aralan. Saka baka magkaron kami ng quiz tomorrow. mahilig pa naman sa surprise test si MAM ACORDA. Saka anu ba yun, pinagagawa kaming lahat ng Essay. Dun ata pipili ng isasali sa President's Cup. Grabe, ngayon lang talaga ako nakahawak uli ng comp. Pati cellphone ko, hindi ko na nga naintindi. (Sorry marshmallow kung hindi ako nakapagtext ha..)

Anyweiz, malapit na ang birthday nina KYUHYUN, NEIGHBOR LANZ, YUNHO at HANKYUNG. hahaha

last day of January nga pala. la langz. hehe

Happy Birthday Kim Jajeoong..!!!

2008-01-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE HERO OF MY HEART....!!! =)

my hubby turns 22 this day.. wee....^^, im so happy for you 'coz lots of people love you. Your voice continues to reach our heart and feel your passion.. the way you act, the way you speak, the way you laugh, your facial expressions, and everything about you will always be kept here in my heart.. MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE FOR YOU....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARENG YAYOH!!! ^^,

2008-01-25T10:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MARENG YAYOH...!! wish you all the best.. mwah!!! im thankful kasi nagkaron ako ng mare na katulad mo.. teehee. =) ingatz oLweiz..

gaaaahhh!! toxic ang midterm exam... haha.. natapos din yung exam ko sa FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING, pati yung sa COST ACCOUNTING.. nakaka-drain sya ng energy, in fairnes... may 3 pa akong natitirang exams. whew! sana matapos na agad toh. For the first time, natanggap ko ang COST ACCOUNTING.. haha. nadalian ako dun sa exam kanina. sana makabawi na ako sa grade ko dun. (^^,)

and lastly, malapit ng mag-birthday si JAEJOONG!!!!! sa Jan.26 na... ayee... hehe..

...bad day..

2008-01-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

what a day for me..!!!! -.-

first, i woke up with one eye slightly smaller than the other. *cries* i don't know what happened. and then i hit my leg on something and i got a scratch. *cries again*. and not just that, i had to wait for a jeepney in front of our house for almost 40minutes. gaaaahhh!!!! i'm 20 minutes late for my first subject which is COST ACCOUNTING. i'm really having a bad day. and i have to copy our assignment coz i can't finish it. talk about rush in copying. -.-

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well, i thought this day was so bad, but it did not turn that way. watching the rehearsal of DBSK' s Purple Line lifted my spirit. as if, all the bad things that happened are gone. teehee.

my current obsession.....<3333

2008-01-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

ack!!!! yeah!!! i really admit it.. i am so obsessed right now to some korean guys and some stuffs.. haha.. i really really feel so happy and in cloud nine just by seeing them, staring at their pictures and listening to their voices.. haha.. so now, i present to you aLy's current obsessions..

OBSESSION #1 - PARK YOOCHUN

OBSESSION #2 - CHOI JONGHUN

OBSESSION #3 - KANG CHANHEE (MINI MICKY)

eck! he's still a child yet he is so good-looking.. aww.... i'm really a noona to her.. O__o

OBSESSION #4 - MOONBIN (MINI YUNHO)

i'd say, he got yunho's good looks.. and the way he smile is so like yunho. haha

OBSESSION #5 - INHWAN (MINI JUNSU)

gawd!!! this kid is just sooo cute.. i wanna hug him so much...*pinches inhwan's cheeks and pulls into a tight hug*

OBSESSION #6 - DBSK's song HEY GIRL!

micky's voice is so sexy, i think i might have fainted just hearing his voice..

OBSESSION #7 - BATTLE'S song MALHAE

OBSESSION #8 - EXPLORING THE HUMAN BODY EPISODE9 (SUPER JUNIOR vs DONG BANG SHIN KI)

mehn!! this one is hilarious. haha.. and i like seeing the two groups together in a show. The match between Hyukjae and Yoochun cracks me up.. XD

OBSESSION #9 - ulzzang LEE SANGJUNE

OBSESSION #10 - ulzzang LEE CHI HOON

heechul look alike?

OBSESSION #11 - ulzzang KIM SUNGJAE

OBSESSION #12 - THE WAY U ARE fanfic by dreaded destiny

OBSESSION #13 - GODS OF SEOUL HIGHSCHOOL fanfic by E X O T S I A x

OBSESSION #14 - HIGH SCHOOL ROYALTY fanfic by pikapika

OBSESSION #15 - PURPLE LINE MV of TOHOSHINKI

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there you have it.. haha.. those are the persons, songs, vidz, and fiction that keeps me busy over this past few weeks.. ^^

Jonghun mode...

2008-01-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

I've been looking on FT Island's thread this past few days.. Checking on cutie Minhwan.. haha.. but what the..??!! Jonghun instantly catched my attention.. haha.. he's so cute pala... i like the way he smile and his big round eyes.. teehee.. and he can play the piano.. wow!!! FT Island's leader is really really cute.. haha.. now i like the DRUMMER and the PIANIST.. ^^

that's all... Jonghun is sooo cute.. teehee..

and golly...!!! 21 days to go before jaejoong's birthday...

...i'LL stay, no matter what...

2008-01-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

"i'LL stay, i promise you.. I won't ever leave you. You will always have me, and you're the only one for me. I promise."

I never imagined someone could be so important to me. That I always wanted that someone around.

I didn't know something like that could happen last night. But somehow, something came up. Maybe it happened so as to test how strong is our hold for each other, if we'll just let something like that break us apart, to forget everything that had happen to us and just let go of each other. I always thought we're really okay. I didn't expect that it was something about me that is the cause of it to happen. I cried and cried. I promised myself that I will make that person happy, care for that someone and never hurt her. But what have I done? I feel so bad. I have disappointed her. I feel like I'm not worthy to be called her COTTON CANDY anymore. It hurts so bad inside.

She asked me if I still want her around..If I will stay.. Why would I not? She's like the most important person for me. She's the best thing that ever happened to me. She's the only one who can make me happy in an instant just by seeing her name in my inbox. She's the only person who I can share all my thoughts, good or bad. She's the only one who always greets me "good morning cotton candy! <3". She's the only one who always makes me feel loved, special, and that I can make someone happy. She's the only one that I wanted to be my elder sister. (If it's really possible, I really really wanted her to be my sister) She's the only one who I cared for so much. That even if I'm doing something and she needs me, I will never have any second thoughts in leaving what I'm doing and immediately come for her aid. I promised I'll always be there for her. That even if everyone leaves her, I'll always be here. She was an understandin, loving, caring, and sweet ate and friend to me. She's the only person who I have cried for six times now. She always gets me worried and close to tears just by knowing she's not well, whether physically or emotionally.

So what's my answer...? Will I stay..? Will I still want her around?

There's no point in thinking for that anymore...

Of course, I will stay.! I will never ever leave her. I will always be here for her. If she needs me, I'll always try my best to cheer her up. I'll risk having to cry for so many times just for her. I can bear losing anything but not her. I don't want to lose her. I don't know what to do if I lose her. It's like being empty inside. She will always have me. Not because I have promised her. But it's because I care for her and I wanted to do this for her. She will always be special for me.

Though I don't even see you around, knowing you are there is enough for me to never trade you for anything in this world...MY MARSHMALLOW

COTTON CANDY will always be here for you...your dongsaeng, your LIL SIS, you friend... ^^

Welcome 2008.... =]

2008-01-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

another year now.. it's already 2008.. just wanna greet everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!.... =)

goodluck for all of us. I expect this year would be more exciting and happy than the previous one. Teehee.

HAPPY 4TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO DBSK

2007-12-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE...

2007-12-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas Eve... I'm wishing everyone a Merry Merry Christmas... i so love you all.. All I want this Christmas is for us to be happy and celebrate with our family.. ^^

Tomorrow, we'll be going to Manila to fetch my dad at the airport.. That's so great. :] we'll be spending christmas together.

Argh! Smart removed Unlimited text. hmf! What a nice Christmas present from smart. I hope they'll bring it back before New Year.

and yeah! I've got a new layout.. teehee. i tried using a color pink layout. Hope next time, I'll find a blue one..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

MWAH!!!

What is it in him that made me fall?

2007-12-20T13:00:00.000+08:00

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mood: hungry
inspired by the song: WHATEVER THEY SAY

I was listening to Dong Bang Shin Ki's songs this morning.. And oh, their song are really good.. And then, when I heard their song WHATEVER THEY SAY, it's as if my heart had melted. Jaejoong's voice at the first stanza of the song made my heart melt and also made me teary-eyed. I can't understand why he has that great effect on me. All I know is this guy sure knows how to make me feel weak inside, how to make me want to see him everyday, how to make me miss him so much if I didn't see him in a couple of minutes. He is just so special to me that I don't know what to do if he would be gone.

I kept on thinking what is it in him that made me fall for him so much. Is it his voice? Is it his good looks? His blonde hair? His black hair? His being weird? His cute laugh? His to-die-for smile? His innocent look? Or the serious look? His being talkative? His playfulness? His love for his bandmates? His concern for everyone, for his fans? I'm still not sure which of these really caught my heart.. But these are the things that I know make up the real KIM JAEJOONG, YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG, of DONG BANG SHIN KI. Everytime I see him in his performance, I'm always waiting to see his smile, even if it's only for a second. His smile, that somehow gives me an asuurance that he's always okay, that he's happy. He's still young and I really really wish for his happiness, for his dreams to come true, for his fans to continue supporting him.

I KNEW FOR MYSELF, I LOVE KIM JAEJOONG. HE'S ALWAYS SPECIAL. HE WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. NO ONE CAN REPLACE HIM.

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JUNSU..!!!

2007-12-17T11:46:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i forgot to greet Junsu last December 15...

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU XIAH JUNSU.. *mwah* you'll always be special for me... i wish you all the happenings and blessings... i know all your groupmates (TVXQ) will always be there for you... they will always care for you, especially your hyungs. Take care of them too.

the party last Dec.15 is fun.. we met our highschool male classmates..Oscar, Alvin, Jose and Joemar.. gaaahh!!! i missed them. and whoa!! there is a band on the party... the DRUMMER rocks!!! he's just so handsome and talented... the way he played the drums.. we slept at my friends house again.. and i went home the next day...

my MARSHMALLOW sent me mms yesterday.. She's really really pretty for me...^^ and this girl is very special for me.. i don't know what I'll do if i lost her..

Trip ng MOTHIEZ,,.. LAZELL, victim ka!

2007-12-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

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grabe!!! ansaya namin kagabi... hahaha.. yung barkada namin anlakas talaga ng trip.. Birthday kasi ni Lazell kahapon. Sabi nya, hindi daw matutuloy yung handaan sa kanila kasi luluwas ang parents nya. Etoh naman sina Kath at Clariz, nagplano na ituloy na daw namin yung pagpunta sa bahay ni Lazell, bale, i-surprise namin sya.. Eh di, go go go kami.. Hahaha.. kaso pagdating dun, na-surprise kami.. Walang tao sa bahay nina Lazell.. Todo practice pa kami ng idadrama ni Kath para kunwari naglayas sya sa bahay tapos hahanapin ko sya dun... Ang ginawa na lang ni Kath, tinext nya si Lazell.. Eto sabi nya, "Le-ann, asan ka? Need help...." Welz, dahil magkabarkada, todo reply agad si Lazell. Sabi nya, pauwi pa lang daw sya kasama yung parents nya. Yesh! makapag-sleepover pa. Hahah. Tinanong ni Lazell kung anong problema ni Kath. Sabi nya, "may pwob sa bahay. Hindi ako pedeng umuwi.." Halah. At nagsimula ang panibagong drama. eto pa yung message nya sakin:

L: Ei, lam nyo ba kung wat problem ni Kath ngeun? D xe nia masaveh ng dretso basta me pwob daw sa bahay.. keia di xa makakauwe
A: Ha? Anu un? Bakit? Anong nangyari? (si Kath yung nagsabi ng irereply ko)
L: D ko nga alam, baka samin sya ngaun tumuloy. wag nyong tel na sinabi ko xenio, asa bauan sya ngaun.
A: San sya sa bauan? Sinung kasama nya? Bakit hindi sinabi sakin?
L: Basta asa bauan, Di na uli nagreply kung sinong kasama
A: Ala, panu yun? Hindi nagrereply sakin. Hindi naman ako makalis ng bahay, gabi na.. (tawa kami ng tawa dito.. hahaha.. kasi magkakasama na kami dito nina Kath, Aize at Clariz. gusto lang namin na pauwiin na si Lazell)
L: Nandito pa nga kami sa byahe. Traffic. Ei, panu pag naghanap ang mama at papa nya? Aly, lam ba nila number mo? Pag tinanong ka, sabihin mong asa amin ha, para di sila mag-alala. (Lazell, kung alam mo lang, payag na payag kami.. hahaha)anjan pa ba papa ni kath?
A: wala na eh, nakaalis na
L: Sya, baka nag-aalala na ang mama nya. Parang nakokonsyensya tuloy ako dahil hindi nila alam na samin tutuloy
A: Jan mo muna patuluyin senyo. Baka pumunta na lang ako jan bukas
L: owkei, basta pag naghanap jan sabihin mo ha, o kaya samahan mo dito. Nahihiya din ako sa mama nya, baka sabihin eh bad influence tayo.
Grabe, si Lazell, feel ko sobrang nag-aalala na yun sa byahe.. Hahaha. Samantalang kaming 4, aus na aus ang pagtambay sa may tindahan dun. Kumakain pa ng Oishi at puding.. Nyahaha. May pictorial pang nalalaman. Tapos nung sinabi ni Lazell na pupunta daw sila ng bauan para makipagtagpo kay Kath, dali dali kaming sumakay ng jip para magpunta ng Mcdo. Hahaha. Tawa na kami ng tawa. Tapos nung pupwesto na kami para sa sunod na drama, biglang dumating si Lazell. Ayun, nabuking kami.. hahaha. Sobra syang nagulat kasi hindi nya akalain na may plano kami na magpunta sa bahay nya.

After namin maghapunan, deretso na kami sa bahay nila. Haha. Tuwang-tuwa din samin yung parents nya kasi napasaya daw namin ang birthday ni Lazell. Grabe, may dala pa nga kaming isang bote ng GENEROSO!!!! shax! first time ko na uminom nun. haha. May tawag na nga kami dun, si 'LAB OF MY LAYF'. hahaha.. 3 pa yung pulutan namin. junk foods, squid balls at inihaw na manok. weeeeeehhh! Grabe, gumuguhit sa lalamunan yung Generoso. Tapos tumikim din kami ng DOMECQ. wala ng chaser yun ha.. antibay.. hahaha.. tapos wala man lang akong maramdaman na may tama na ako.. Parang normal lang. Sobra kasi ang kaadikan kabangagan namin. Hahaha. Mas madami pa ang pagkain ng pulutan kesa sa inom. may Coke pang kasama.

Syempre, hindi nawawala jan ang camwhorings. Hahaha. Umiinom pa lang meron na. Tapos nung mnapagod kami sa sala, dun na kami dumiretso sa kwarto. Hala, ang gulo namin. Dapat kasi tutulog na si Clariz kasi may pasok sya ngayong 7:30. Welz, dahil mahal namin sya, ginising namin. Hahaha. Ang ingay ingay namin. Tapos yung picture picture, kung anu anu ang mga pose. Langya, parang mga naka-high talaga. Anlalakas pa ng tawa namin. Aweeeee!!! Si Clariz, parang cocoon. Balot na balot ng kumot. Hahaha. 1am na pero todo picture pa kami. Natripan din namin na kilitiin si aize. papatay na sa pag-irit.. pwahaha.. Ang lamig sa kwarto kaya balot na balot kami ng kumot. Kaming 2 ni Clariz yung magkatabi sa baba. Hindi ko kasi pwedeng katabi si Aize, malikot ako, baka makiliti ko pa. Haha. Mga 4am, tumahimik na kami. Mga napagod. Mababaw nga lang yung tulog ko. Pagising gising. Tapos nung mga 5am na, bumangon na talaga ako. Kumatok sa kwarto namin yung kuya ni Lazell. Uy, siwon ang tawag namin dun.. Hahaha. Niloloko ako lagi dun ni Clariz at Aize. Ako, si Clariz at Lazell ang unang nagising. Himbing na himbing pa sina Kath. Mga may tama. Hahaha. Tapos umagang-umaga, may pamatay na naman na word si Clariz. Sasabihin nya sana na, "naghihintay na si Eeteuk sa labas." Pero dahil sa lamig at nangangatal sya, "itik" ang nasabi nya sa halip na "eeteuk". Putres! Umagang-umaga, tawanan na naman kami. Mga adik.. hahaha

Ang saya saya talaga ng araw na yun. Mega bonding ang MOTHIEZ. December 14 is not just the 18th birthday of Lazell. MOTHIEZ had just turned 1year and 1 month old.. Antagal na. Hehe

Mamyang gabi, may pupuntahan uli akong debut party. Pag hindi sa bahay ng debutant kami matutulog, kina Lazell uli.. Yes!!!!

COTTON CANDY and MARSHMALLOW

2007-12-14T06:56:00.000+08:00

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I should have written his last night, pero tinatamad ako.. hahaha

I'm just happy 'coz I have my marshmallow...^^.. and I became cotton candy.. weeehee!!! ang sweet.. masarap..

Grabe, buti na lang nakapasa ako dun sa PRELIMS namin sa ACCOUNTING.. uber kinakabahan ako..>.< gustong-gusto kong bawiin yung grade ko dun.. Tapos sa BUS. MANAGEMENT, nagpakaaral pa, yun pala, next year na kami magtetest dun. Eh di, isa na lang yung natititra kong exam, LAW, sa Monday na yun.. ay grabe, kelangang kayanin...

wah! excited ako mamya.. mag-sleepover kami nina KATH, CLARIZ, at AIZE sa bahay nina LE-ANN. woohoo! debut kasi ni Le-ann. Pero hindi nya alam na pupunta kami. wahaha. next week pa daw kasi sya maghahanda. Tamang-tama, wala ngayon ang parents nya, todo celebration kami dun.. XD.. happy happy, walang tulugan toL!! Palakasan ng trip.. yey! Actually, first time ko toh na magpaaplipas ng gabi sa ibang bahay... Tapos bukas, may debut party pa akong aatend-an. Kasama ako sa 18 balloons. Bale, dun uli ako tutulog. Nagulat nga ako kasi payag na payag ako ng mom ko. Sya pa agad ang nagsabi na dun na ako matulog. Ang bait ko naman..hihi, pinayagan ako agad.

Huhu.. I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO TO THE GRAND EB OF JCERS SA DEC.23..T____T hidi ko lang alam kung panu... First, hindi ko alam kung papayagan ako. Second, hindi ko alam kung may makakasama ako. And last, hindi ko alalm kung panu ang papunta dun sa Glorietta 4. Huhuhu. Gustung-gusto ko pa naman na ma-meet silang lahat lalo na si ATE EKAH...

grabe..! may nalaman ako 'bout kay Jaejoong. "Give him something and he'll be in his own world." Pwahahaha..! Ang cute nya tuloy. May nakita akong vid na seryoso talaga sya sa pagpapalobo ng balloon. Parang bata. Saka meron pa, nung nakahawak sya ng yoyo.. Hahaha. Grabe, ayaw magpaalam kay Yunho. Ayaw magpaturo. Gusto, sya lang ang gagawa. Parang bata talaga.. hahaha.. tawa ako ng tawa nung napanuod yun.

Isa pa.. fact naman bout kay Yunho. He wants to have 5 sons and 20 daughters!!! OMG!!! Kamusta naman yun!! Sabi ni Junsu, "Think of your wife!" Kay Jae naman, "Are you trying to kill somebody?" Nanlaki ang mata ko dun.. O___O Suskopo! Jung Yunho! Maawa ka sa asawa mo!

Teehee! I've made new banners.. experiment lang., heheh

I LOVE MY MARSHMALLOW!!!!

ONLY LOVE - SM TOWN

2007-12-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

waaaahhh!!! Out na yung new MV ng SM TOWN para sa winter album nila..ONLY LOVE.. goodness... naloka ako.. haha... andanda ng mV.. may pagka-solemn sya pero ang ganda.... haaayyyy...

si Micky yung unang kumanta.. tapos may solo pa dun si JAEJOONG na sinundan ni SIWON.. tapos nag-duet sila... kahit sandali lang yun, naloka ako... hahaha.... ang wapu wapu ng DBSK at ng SUJU... my gosh!!! ngayon lang uli ako nawindang nang ganito na almost walang masabi kundi humanga talaga sa kanila.. ang wapu ni CHANGMIN dun.. a sin.. same with KYUHYUN, HEECHUL, JUNSU, YUNHO, lahat na sila.. haha... nag-rap pa sina HYUKJAE, SHINDONG, at KIBUM, with STEPHANIE.. ang hot ni HYUK at BUM...

aaaahh!! exam week is a bit over!!!

2007-12-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

wow!!! exam week is a bit over.. medyo natapos din yung PRELIMINARY EXAMINATION namin.. may 3 exams pa ako next week, PHILIPPINE CONSTITUTION, LAW, at BUSINESS MANAGEMENT.. windang na ako.. hahaha.. ilang gabi na din yung puyat ko at ansakit sa mata.. grabe.. ngayon lang uli ako nakapag-online..(uy! nagpapakabait) and ansarap sa pakiramdam na naka-survive ako sa week na ito.. araw-araw may mga exam kami sa 1 or 2 subjects.. kakatapos lang ng PRELIMS namin kanina sa COST ACCOUNTING, at grabe, nakakaiga ng utak.. nawindang kami dun. Nagulat kaming lahat sa problem na binigay ni Mam Acorda. Hindi namin na-tackle yung ganun na madaming Department ang iaanalyze tapos may mga additional costs pa.. ang nangyari, puro hindi nag-balance yung cost analysis at total cost accounted for namin.T________T gaaaaahhh!!! i feel soo tired.. exhauted.. gusto ko nang mahiga...

sobra kong namiz ang mag-online.. haha.. namiz ko ang mag-forum..SJPHILS...at ang aking mga fafables...JAEJOONG.. SIWON...RYU.. LIO.. waaahhh!! nagkita na naman tayo..^^ nag-update na naman yung mga binabasa kong fiction.. haha.. THE WAY U ARE, FIGHTER'S CLUB, at THE CONTRACT

grabe, nagulat ako nung may na-open ako na multiply account. meron syang pinost na new korean artist at magkahawig sila ni KIM JAEJOONG.. nawindan ako. O____O as in.. hindi ko akalain na magkakaron ng kahawig si jae....JANG YOO JOON yung name ng kahawig ni jae..

...addicted again....

2007-12-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hehe... I'm addicted again to a Korean boyband.. I had just saw their pictures last Friday night.. aigoo!!! I started liking them.. Whew...
The members:
Won Seungjae - Ryu
Shin KiHyeon - Kihyun
Park Jiwoon - Lio
Jin Taehwa - Taehwa
Kim Taekwan - Hwichan
Jung Hyungrok - Chris

ooh.. i love theirs songs.. especially CRASH and ICARUS.. and MALHAE

Kim Jaejoong...gaaaaahhh!

2007-11-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to share some pictures of Jaejoong from their ANYBAND CONCERT.. gaaahhh!!! He's sooo sexy!!!

Ate Rica, may pagpepyestahan na naman tayo!!! hahahah

I admit.. mahal ko na talaga sya... ^^

Ok, we can..!!!

2007-11-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

November 29, 2007

Oh my gosh! I'm sooo dead tired today.. Well, it started since Monday. We've been preparing and rehearsing for the 5th Inter-Organizational Fest in University of Batangas. I'm a participant in the one-act play of our organization, Junior Philippine Institute of Accountants (JPIA). It's my first time joining this kind of activity. I'm used to just watch them join the contest and cheer for the group. But being a participant is really challenging. You have to show your talent and sacrifice some of your time. Clariz and my other friend, Kathleen, joined the street dancing competition. We've been through whole days of practice, body aches and lots and lots of bloopers. That's the best part. I've met the officers of our org and they are such bangagers. hahaha. adik adik din. malalakas ang tama.

Nung awarding namin kanina, as in sobrang kagulo. Sigawan yung org namin laban sa Political Science at Tanghalang Dalwa-Singko(TDS). May pagtayo-tayo pa kami sa mga upuan at sayaw pang nalalaman. Hahaha. Welz, naghakot sila ng awards. hehe. Over-all Champion yung org namin. weeeeee!!! ansaya-saya. Kahit nakakapagod, mahirap at parang nakakamatay, nag-enjoy talaga kami dun. At saka, nakasama ko pa yung crush ko dun. *kinilig*

As in yung feeling ko ngayon, para akong nagsayaw na ewan. Ansakit ng buong kalamnan ko.. Swear. >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHIEZ

2007-11-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

November 15, 2007

OMG!!! First year anniversary kahapon ng MOTHIEZ.. that's our group...member ako together with Clariz, Aize, Kath, and Le-ann... naka-one year na kami.. antagal na ah.. hehe... Nagcelebrate lang kami ng konti kahapon. ikot-ikot sa mall at saka kumain ng waffle at Zagu.. hehe.. syempre, hindi nawawala ang tawanan at trip trip.. si Clariz na naman ang kinawawa.. hekhek.. pero kahit ganun, mahal pa rin namin yun eh...

2007-11-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

i just feel bad tonight.. i dunno why.. i even cried in my room..

just to lighten up my mood, im always looking at this picture...gaaahhh! i don't even know why i really really like him. -.-

i really like him in BLACK HAIR.....

ATE JENN, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. etoh ang regalo ka sa'yo.. hahaha.. ingatan nyo yan.. lam kong mahal na mahal nyo yan eh.. hihi

HALLOWEEN: Thriller pala

2007-11-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

Haaaayyy.!! Thursday.. First meeting ngayon ng mga subjects ko for ThF. First class is Accounting 109 (Cost Accounting) which is 10-11:30. We met our new teacher. She's Mrs. Acorda. She had been my teacher on the second semester during my first year. First meeting pa lang, discussion na agad about Process Costing. And, nagbigay pa sya ng exercises. 4 pages agad yung nagamit namin for the whole period. Pero, buti na lang madali kong naintindihan yung lesson. Yey! Isa sya sa mga masisipag na teacher sa department namin. *sigh*. Next class namin is Computer. Kaso, ipinagkaloob ata talaga na may mga tamad din kaming teacher. Hindi kami sinipot. Hmf. 11:30-1pm din yun. Eh yung next class ko pa is 2:30-4pm, Business Management. Kumain muna kami ni Clariz ng lunch, then pinasunod namin si Kath, one of our ka-berks. Nagyaya sya sa SM. Pagdating dun, napag-usapan namin yung mga movies dun and naisipan na lang namin na manuod ng movie. We decided na wag nang umatend ng classes namin ng 2:30-4. MGA PASAWAY!! XD

Okay.. dun tayo sa movie.. Pinagpipilian namin yung KUNG FU FIGHTER starring VANNESS WU at HALLOWEEN na wala kaming idea kung tungkol san. Ipinilit ko yung HALLOWEEN kasi mukhang horror talaga. Yun pa yung mga gusto ko. Teehee. Kaso, pagpasok namin sa cinema...........KIYAAAAAAA...!!! OMG~~~~!!! It's a thriller pala. >.< May killer. And nagsimula yun nung 10 years old pa lang yung batang si Michael Myers. Mahilig syang magsuot ng mask while killing. Nung night of Halloween nga, while his mom is working at the bar as a dancer (goshes!), he killed his dad, older sister, and his sister's boyfriend. Shox! Ang brutal. Ang iniwan lang nyang buhay dun sa bahay ay yung baby sister nya. May pinagkulungan sa kanya. After 15 years, he brke out from that institution killing all the personnel there. Tapos dun na naman nag-umpisa yung pagpatay nya. Nakita nya kasi uli yung baby sister nya. Una nyang pintay yung friends nung sister nya pati yung umampon dun sa girl. Kahit yung Doctor na gumagabay kay Michael simula nung makulong sya, pinatay din nya. Ang ending nung story ay..Muntik na kasing mahulog sa balcony yung sister nya, ang ginawa nya, tumakbo sya papunta dun para sya (Michael) yung unang bumagsak sa baba at maligtas yung sis nya. mahal nya talaga yung sis nya kahit pumapatay sya nang walang dahilan. Namatay din si Michael sa huli.

Habang nanunuod kami ng movie, mega takip ap ako sa mata ko.. Hahaha.. Ang brutal kasi.. saka hindi ko kinakaya na makakita ng madaming dugo. Kaya ayaw kong mag-Nursing. hehe. Anlakas ng sigaw naming tatlo. Haha. Si Clariz, pati bibig, tinatakpan. Naisip ko nga, dapat pala KUNG FU FIGHTER na lang para hindi ganun yung mga reaction namin. Pagdating ko sa bahay, SUJU at TVXQ agad ang haharapin ko para makalimutan yung mga scenes dun. X__________X

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Ay...! bago ko makalimutan. Nagulat ako nung isang gabi nung bigla kong nakita yung picture ni Jaejoong showing his triceps.. Teehee.... Natutuwa ako.. LOookey..!!!

By jaewon

By jaewon at 2007-11-08

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Ate Ekah: Babawiin ko po talaga si Choi Siwon.. hahaha.. Medyo naliligaw lang talaga ako ng landas ngayon... XD ang hirap bumalik.. haha.. Jaejoong-mode talaga ang LiL sis nyo... Kayo ha.. may crush pala kayo jan sa school nyo.. Alam ba yan ni Heechul? hekhek...

First Day and it's Not Fun...-.-

2007-11-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

grabe yung first day ko kahapon... pumasok ba naman ako ng maaga kasi 7-9 yung class ko.. then, malalaman ko na wala pa palang PE.. argh! buti na lang, nakita ko si aize, kaya chat-chat na lang kami dun. Naghintay pa kami ng next class, which is 10am.. hay, antagal ha..

finally, 10am na.. and my stomach is growling like crazy.. haha.. gutom na ako. kasi 5:30 ako kumain, konti lang. hindi ako sanay na maagang kumakain. Dumating lang yung teacher namin para sabihin na may Qualifying exam uli kami next week, na sya ang teacher namin sa ACC106 and 107, na hindi sya yung teacher namin sa Cost Accounting. Yun lang. Tapos umalis na sya. eh dapat, 10-12 yung time namin. So, i have to wait ng ilang hours pa tiL 1pm para sa next class which is Business Finance. Dumating yung teacher namin para sabihing, "Class, i will not meet you today. Just bring the attendance sheet to the faculty." Pfft. Kamusta naman yun. Wala talagang nangyayari sa first day. Next class, LAW 101: OBLIGATIONS AND CONTRACTS. Bigatin ang prof namin. Haha. He's a lawyer for 10 years, 37 years old. Hindi daw sya nakapasa as CPA kaya nag-take na lang sya ng Law. Yung class na yun lang ang maayos kasi ini-explain nya talaga ang topics. Whew! Finally, Last Subject na, which is Phil. Gov. and Constitution. Kaso, wala namang dumadatng na prof. Kaya nag-decide a lang kami na umuwi na. Nakakatuwa yung first day. Andaming nangyari. Haha. (sarcastic)

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Today!
Goodness, start na talaga kami ng class sa Accounting. Kahit wala pa kaming books. My gosh! Worth P475 ata yung book namin dun. ang kapal kapal kasi. *sigh* Nasa unahan pa naman ako. Haha. As in, katapat talaga ako ng teacher. So, hindi ko tuloy magawa yung ginagawa ko last sem. Yung patext-text habang nagkaklase. Haha. Pero hindi pa rin maiwasan na lumipad ang isip ko habang may klase. Hehe. Yung Business Finance namin, umaygad! Bakit ba yun nakakantok..???!! Magkaharap na nga kami ng teacher and malinaw pa rin yung boses nya, pero bakit antok na antok pa rin ako. I'm biting my fingers na nga to counteract my sleepiness, pero wa-pek pa rin. Paiba-iba na ako ng position sa pagkakaupo, ayaw pa ring mawala. Ahuhui. One hour na ganun ha. Napapaisip ako, panu ako makak-survive for the whole second sem kung ganun??!! NEXT CLASS: LAW 101. Haha. Okay talaga yung teacher namin. I think, I'm starting to like this subject. Okay kasing magturo si Attorney. His famous line, "naintindihan ba?" with matching hand gesture pa. Hehe. Nasaulo ko na yun. At saka, may humor yung mga sinasabi nya, kaya attentive ang buong klase. Buti pa yun. Haha. Sana nga lang, yung mga grades ko, maging attentive din. Pwahaha. Hay, wala na naman kaming prof sa Consti. Anu ba yan.. San na napunta yun??!!!

ooh, ito nga pala ang schedule ko for the whole sem..^^

MTW
10 - 12 Accounting 106 and 107
1 - 2 Business Finance
2 - 3 LAW: Obligations and Contracts
3 - 4 Philippines Constitution

ThF
10 - 11:30 Cost Accounting
11:30 - 1 Computer
2:30 - 4 Business Management

Bigatin ang mga subjects ko ngayon.. T_______T goodluck sakin...

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO SUPER JUNIOR.. More power! the J-Cers will always be here to support you!!! ^^

Hide and Seek

2007-11-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

Whew...!! Sunday na.. gosh. pasukan na naman bukas..>.< maaga pa naman ang gising ko kasi may class ako ng 7-9am. Gudness! PE pa namn yun. Pero yung regular class ko is from 10am to 4pm. Merong vacant time na 1-2pm every MTW at 1-2:30pm every THF. Buti na lang, kapaerho ko ng schedule yung 3 kong kabrkada. Kaso nga lang, nag-iba yung kay Clariz. ahuhu. Mamimiz ko yung babaing yun. Sya pa naman yung lagi kong kasama last sem. Di na ako sanay. Pero sabi nya, "Naku ada, asahan mo, pagkakatapos ng bawat klase ko, pupuntahan kita sa room nyo." Adik talaga yun. Hahaha. Hay, sana naman hindi nakakatakot yung mga magiging teacher ko. wah! kelangan ko talagang magseryoso ngayon kasi puro major na yung mga subjets. T_______T goodluck na lang sakin.

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Nagsimba kami, whole family, kanina. After ng Mass, deretso kami ng Greenwich. Sabi ng mom ko, "umorder na kayo ng kahit ano, wag lang super meal." Hahaha. Kamusta naman yun. Nag-react agad yung mga kapatid ko. Hehe. Tapos habang kumakain, nagyaya yung mom ko na manuod daw kami ng sine. Yung Hide and Seek. Eh di syempre, excited kami. Tapos maya-maya, sabi nya, wag na lang daw. uwi na lang kami sa bahay. Pfft. Pero kinukulit pa rin namin. Nung asa daan na kami pauwi, tinanong uli ng dad ko kung manunuoddaw ba o anu. Tumigil pa kami sa tabi ngdaan para lang pag-usapan yun. Then, pumayag na din ang mom ko. YEY! hahaha. Deretso kami ng SM.

My gosh! Grabe yung movie ha. Sabi ko nga kay Rach, magkakasakit ako sa puso. Hahaha. Nakakgulat naman kasi. Basta na lang may lalabas sa harap mo. Saka meron pa dun na dopelganger ata yung tawag. Meron kasi dun na pagbaba ni Oliver (Eric Quizon) sa sasakyan nya, nakita nya yung stepdaughter nya sa labas. Eh di, kinausap nya yun. Pero hindi nagsasalita yung girl kahit iniwan na nya. And then, pagpasok nya sa luob ng bahay, bigla nyang nakita na ndun yung girl. MY GOSH! eh sino yung kausap nya dun sa labas..waaaahhhh!! Tapos meron pa. Kahit tinanggal na ni Leah (Jean Garcia) yung plug ng tv, biugla na lang nag-open yung TV at nagpakita si Alessandra at sinasabing umalis na sila kasi papatayin daw sila. Sa pahuling part ng movie, andun na yung nakakatakot. Sinapian si Oliver nung killer tapos hinahabol sila. Sigawan kami lahat. Gudness!!! Pero ansayang manuod. Hehe.

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yeah! nga pala.. nag-globe si Alliza bunso..Teehee.. text text kami. simul a pa nung nov1 ng gabi.. hehe. my gosh! Namiz ko yung batang yun. Ang isa pang nagmamahal kay Kim Kibum. ^^ Nakatext ko din si Ate Rica nung November 1. Pramiz! Namiz ko talaga sya. Tapos chikahan kami about DongBang. Hehe. Nakakatuwa kasi magkakasundo kami kay Jeje. Maka-Jaejoong din pala sya. ^^ tapos, tuwi na lang magkatext kami, laging 2links yung messages ko sa kanya. Haha. Andami kong naiichika. Ngayong araw na toh ang balik ni Ate Ekah sa Manila. Hindi ko pa sya uli nakatext. *sigh* Namimiz ko na din sya. Nagtext sya kanina sa globe ko. Hehe. Sayang, di pa uli kami nag-chichikahan...

waaahh!! pasukan na tomorrow!!!

Battling With a Hot Guy: Finished

2007-11-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! Tapos na ang Battling With a Hot Guy.. as in complete na sya.. and nakakakilig ang ending.. haha. Kala ko talaga, galit si Donghae kay Jina after nyang malaman na yung pagiging mag-syota nilang dalawa is all about revenge... and to think na sobra talagang nag-alala si Jina.. naging okay sila ni Kyuhyun dahil dun. pati sila nina Nami at Seri na din.. and nagkaron ng courage si Jina to stand in front of many people para lang maayos yung iniisip nyang gulo sa kanilang 2 ni Donghae. sobrang kabado sya sa ilang araw na wala silang communication at hindi sila nagkita. Yun pala, nagkasakit for 3days si Donghae at yung cp nya ay ginamit ng brother nya!!!! whew!!!! sobra syang nakakakaba. haha. kala ko talaga galit sya kay Jina.. anyweiz, ang kyut ng ending ng story.. hehe.. i love it!!! LEE DONGHAE talaga!

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kahapon, nagpunta kami sa cemetery. buong hapon kaming andun. ang init ha. dun na lang ako tumighil sa may puntod ng lola ko along with my cousins and other relatives. and daming tao dun, ang ingay pa. parang nun lang uli kami nagkasama-sama.merong time dun na may naiwan na tinapay and walang may gustong kumain. so, sabi ko, maglaro na lang kami ng baraha at kung sinong matalo, sya ang kakain ng tinapay. eh di, game naman ang mga pinsan ko. at the middle of the game, biglang kinuha ng lolo ko yung tinapay tapos kinain nya.. haha.. tawanan kami dun kasi yun yung main reason ng game namin. hehe.. pero tuloy pa rin ang game.. that's all.. i really had fun spending the afternoon with my relatives..^^

behybey..!!! haha.. whatta word

2007-10-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

eto yung ginawa naming banner kanina ni Clariz.. hehe

kaninang umaga, nagpunta kami ni Clariz sa skuL para kumuha ng class card.. yeah! magkasama na naman kaming dalawa (hahaha). after nun, dun isinama nya ako sa BHS (skul nila nung highschool). meron kasing celebraion dun ng United Nations. ang hyper nga. haha. talagang binigyan nya ako ng tour dun sa skul nila. May kanya-kanyang country na ni=represent ang mga candidates. 10 girls, 10 boys. Nagustuhan namin yung Mr. China at Mr. Argentina. Pareho talaga kami ng taste. hahaha. Yung Ms. USA ang bet namin sa candidate for Ms. UN. may kumanta din dun. And honestly, ang ganda ng voice nya kahit first year lang yung girl. Nakakapangilabot. (weeeeh!) Hinintay lang namin na matapos yung sayaw ng Sining Kumintang tapos umalis na kami. Isinama ko sya sa bahay namin. Haha. Welcome na welcome samin si luka. At home na at home. Chineck nya yung latest update ko sa fic namin tapos nag-work na kami dun sa magiging poster ng LOVE'S MASQUERADE. ahehe.

OMG! Magkakaron na naman ng outing ang Mateo. Reunion na naman ng mga kaklase ko nung 4th year. Sa Oct29 yung outing. Too bad. T^T may pupuntahan ako sa Monday kaya hindi ako makakasama.. huhuhu.. I missed them na talaga. Andami sa kanila na hindi ko pa uli nakikita. Sayang talaga. Kung ginawa nilang Sunday yun, makakasama pa ako. Haiz... sana next time, makasama na ako. Hindi pa ako nakakasama sa mga outing nila eh.

Nag-visit na naman ako ng SJ Phils. Yung itinigil ko dun, nag-chat lang ako sa cbox. Haha. Sina Lanz at Denji na naman ang nakatagpo ko dun. Naka-chat ko din si Donna at Calvin. Ang lakas ng trip nina Denji at Lanz. hahaha

Gosh! ibinalita ni Calvin. Injured daw si U-Know Yunho.....!!! yung waist nya yung na-injure...huhuhu. sana ma-okay na sya. nakakapag-alala. YUNHO, hwaiting!!! wah!!! nag-aalala ako sa'yo... T^T aalagaan ka nina Jae and Junsu for me

New Layout

2007-10-25T15:37:00.001+08:00

wah!! new layout!!! haha. iM so happy. sa wakaz, nagkaron ng bagong look ang blog ko. Congratz to myself. ^^

hay, walang magawa sa bahay. kahapon, naisipan kong tumambay na lang sa SJ PHILIPPINES. hehe. namiz ko talaga ang forum na yun. Tapos, na-meet ko yung 4 of the male members. Sina Calvin (15 y/o), Lanz (16 y/o), Denji and Jerevy (17 y/o). Like ni Calvin si Ryeowook, Lanz and Jerevy both like Donghae, and kay Denji, like nya si (ehem!) Siwon my love. hahaha. I had fun chatting with them yesterday. Mejo mejo ko lang nakausap si Jerevy. mas matagal kong naka-chat sina Lanz and Denji. Hehe.

Nalaman ko kahapon na magbabakasyon pala si Ate Ekah sa Davao. aww, mapapalayo lalo sya. >.< mamimiz ko sya. Pero, I told her naman na itetext ko pa rin sya. Buti na lang may way of communication pa kami. *kisses my cellphone* ahihi. Kaninang 2pm ang flight nya. Bago sya umalis, nagpadala sya ng MMS. ^^

I miss Ate Rica sooo much..!!! *whines* Antagal na rin nung huli kaming nagka-chat at nagkatext. T^T siguro busy sya ngayon. I hope she's doing fine.

CONFUSED???

2007-10-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

It’s been a while since I’ve posted my blog here… hehe

Sembreak na naming.. and shocks, mejo kaboring sya kasi wala ding magawa sa bahay. Computer na lang ang hinaharap ko, texting, reading fiction, updating yung Fiction na gawa naming ni Clariz, blah blah blah… hahaha.. anyweiz, enjoy din naman eh..

Last October15, nagpunta kami sa STC. Intramurals dun and feast day ng Patron Saint ng former school naming… how I missed that school… nun lang ulit ako nakadalaw dun.. and I met my former guy classmates and a girl too. Sabi ko nga kay Rach, parang DBSK ang kasama ko.. hahaha.. antatangkad kasi, tapos mga wapu pa… ahihi….nakakatuwa nga kasi pati si clariz, naipasok naming dun kahit hindi sya galling sa STC.. hahaha.. bukod dun, nakita ko din yung crush ko.. (I’ve been liking him for 5 years na… biruin nyo)… and were like of friends na.. gosh.. parang ang hirap nun, especially for the fact na alam kong mahal nya talaga yung isa kong friend… bakit ganun… *SIGH*

It’s so hard pretending I don’t love that person anymore. No matter how I tell myself that I’ve moved on, no matter how long I’ve not seen him, no matter how I try to look for another… still, the feeling is there…. Though years have passed, I still love him the way it was before.. and maybe, it will never ever change….

The moment he said sorry to me, that’s when I felt the pain….. okay na ako.. iM used to what relationship we had now… but from that SORRY, dun ko naramdaman yung sakit… he even told me that we can treat each other as bestfriends… it hurts inside.. im so thankful that I managed to control myself from crying… ang hirap huminga that time… I let it all out with clariz… thanks to her… *sigh*

It’s been so long that I’m so used of being called “umma”… hehe… and im so happy for that relationship and the way I was called umma… But for some reason, I felt something different the moment it changed to ‘ate aly’… I don’t know why… I didn’t pushed it anyway… maybe, it’s just that iM used to being called that way… and I should try to get used to it for now….

NEW SHOUTOUT ko:

“im always in my own world alone…not till ou come and bring me out…iL always trust you, KIM JAEJOONG”

Hahaha… anlakas ng tama ko sa kanya… and gosh!!!!!!!!!! Hearing his voice makes me soooooo happy inside out… parang napapagaan ng boses nya yung loob ko… marinig ko lang yung boses nya, okay na lahat…

What about siwon?? I’ve been asked that question twice… and my anser?? “I don’t know”… hirap pang mag-decide eh.. I like both of them, but I can’t just give up one of them….

pahaboL: natapos ko nang basahin ang HIGHSCHOOL ROYALTY.. waw!!!! ang ganda ng kwento.. hehe.. super sweet ni junsu.. and ang sarap nyang maging boyfriend... super sweet, mabait... basta lahat na.. ang ganda din ng kwento para sa ibang characters

Whatever They Say

2007-10-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

> antagal bago ako nakapag-post uli..hehe.. maxadong ma-busy.. sowi

> kahapon ko lang napag-isip-isip, almost 25 fanfiction na pala ang nababasa kong fanfiction sa soompi.. hehe.. addicted na ako sa pagbabasa.. ang gaganda kadi ng kwento. nagustuhan ko yung Proof of Purchase featuring Lee Donghae and Bae Seul Gi. Natapos ko sya until chap19 nung saturday and sunday. hehe. tapos kahapon, nabasa ko yung Short Stories of Love ng DBSK. Unang natapos ay yung kwento ni Micky at Junsu. Honestly, nagustuhan ko yung kwento ng kay Junsu. i cried last night after reading the story. T____T naghiwalay sila ng gf nya. etoh yung last part sa kwento ni Junsu:
"But letting her go was his way of loving her,
because she deserved someone better than him
someone who could bring the best out of her
someone who could make her feel secure
someone who could love her more than she love him
someone who could love her more than he could"
naiyak talaga ako dyan. naramdaman ko yung hurt between Junsu and Stephanie. sobra kasi yung pagmamahal ni Stephanie at na-guilty naman si Junsu after ng ginawa nyang kalokohan. hay, love talaga....

> OMG! umma na ako.. hahaha.. nagkaron ako ng anak. nung sunday lang nagsimula. hehe. si Rach ang anak ko. appa nya si Jaejoong. hihi. close silang dalawa.

> finally...!!! Dia unnie is back!!! haha. iM sooo happy. i saw her new pics sa forum kanina..^__^ iM glad balik na uli sya sa forum... namiz ko sya. ever

> maaga pa ako sa school bukas kasi aayusin pa namin yung survey namin sa Statistics which is due on Friday. (-.-) wala pa kaming nasisimulan. huhu. may test pa kami sa eng104 tomorrow na ang coverage ay 6short stories (puro 5+ pages) at 4 na essay

> ang lamig lamig... hahaha

> nakita ko kaninang breaktime si Sawada.. ahihi. codename ko dun sa isa kong crush kasi kahawig sya talaga ni Jun matsumoto tapos pouty pa yung lips. hekhek. sabi ng isa kong frend, puro daw sexy mga boylet ko. Choi Siwon, Kim Jaejoong and Jun Matsumoto. haha. natawa ako dun

> last song na narinig ko dito sa pC, "My Little Princess" of TVXQ

2007-09-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

well, just drop by to say that Battling With A Hot Guy has already chapter50... wee!!! haha.. the last part of the chapter bugs me... Ji Na found Donghae and Na Mi talking in an empty classroom. This is what Na Mi told Donghae:
"What's the matter? You don't believe me? Listen to me, Donghae. Ji Na's not the type who forgives easily. When she found out Kyuhyun lied to her, she never gave him another chance to be with her anymore. She evn pushed aside his feelings for him. What makes you think she'd forgive you easily?"
Does this mean that Donghae has fallen for Ji Na and is confident that Ji Na's hate for him has now diasappeared? Or does this mean that Donghae and Na Mi are planning something and that Donghae is just lying to Ji Na???? awww, iM just so curious....

Other than that, The Contract has Chapter17 already. it's so sad that Soo-Young has lost two of her bestfriends just because she didn't tell them about her meeting with DBSK. But, she can't teell that to them because she signed a contract to SM that she will not tell anyone. And Changmin is being good to her lately. They got allong well. Well, the good part is that Lee Soo-Man approves of her relationship with Jaejoong. Hihi.. Can you believe that? He said that Jaejoong is becoming more interactive lately because of her. That's good to hear. Before the chapter ends, Soo-Young and Changmin saw a picture of her biological mother with a man and a little boy. Changmin said that the boy looks like Jaejoong. OMG! What if Soo-Young and Jaejoong are siblings?????!!!! waaaaahhh!!!!! i can't take it. i wnated them to be together.. T__T

omo!!! i fiished watching ATTACK ON THE PIN-UP BOYS... hehe.. so Kibum was the attacker all along....Heechul was sooo cute in the movie.. hehe.. i like him soo much.. and Donghae looks soooo hoooottt!!!! hahaha.. he's just so handsome. i liked the movie.. hehe.. iM laughing at some scenes.. gonna watch it again some other time..

2007-09-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

my new avatar and banner..hihi.. my gosh!! iba na talaga image ni Choi Siwon.. Sexiness na.. *sigh*

hay, bakit ganun.?? T__T parang ayaw ipa-download sakin yung mV ng Don't Don. kanina pa ako dito nag-dadownload pero lagi na lang naghahang.. *sniff* 70% na yung na-dL ko tapos biglang nag-hung.. oMG!!! heartbreaking.. T_T huhuhu.. iLL try downloading again tomorrow. gusto ko nang magkaron ng HQ vid nun... haiz... and the guys look really hot in their mV. *faints* proud ako sa kanila...iM sooo happy. at saka, bumalik na talaga si Jo Kyuhyun. hahaha. namiz ko talaga sya. tapos blonde pa ang hair. nagtingin ako ng mga pics kanina sa forum, at meron dun na mga sukira caps. wow! i saw kyuhyun and he's smiling!!!!!! namiz ko yun.. sobra. hehe. ansarap sa pakiramdam.

nag-dl ako ng mga latest solo songs ng DBSK. ang ganda ng Rainy Nights ni Kim Junsu at yung Maze ni Kim Jaejoong.

You Only Love

2007-09-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

iM currently reading the fiction of DBSK entitled THE CONTRACT in Soompi...this is about a girl who went to Korea and then suddenly became the appointed nutritionist of the K-pop band DBSK. She likes Max Changmin very much but eventually got closer to the other members except to Kim Jaejoong. On their first meeting, this girl, Soo-Young had fought with Changmin for a piece of chicken wing..??!!! iM still reading the Sixth Contract.. My gosh!! iM still on the sixth contract, and the author has currently updated her fiction to the sixteenth contract.. wow!! i still have to read.. what got me into reading this fiction is that Jaejoong can be linked to the girl aside from Changmin..teehee. and the author also said that, maybe she can also be attached to the other 3 members... wow!!! i have to keep on reading..... i am also reading 7 more fiction in soompi.. Swing Swing and Battle of the Kingkas are still not updating their fiction..T__T

bwahaha.. sa wakas, nalaman ko na rin, who's who sa silhoutte pic ng Super Junior for the second album.. ny gosh!!! kina Shindong, Yehsung at Donghae lang ako tumama.. wahaha. si Heechul pala yung naka-pin-up ang hair tapos ang katabi nya ay si Hankyung whom i thought was my beloved Choi Siwon. and the one i thought was Kim Heechul in the middle is Leeteuk pala..hahaha.. natatawa ako.. thanks to Ate Ekah, nalaman ko kung sino-sino sila.. and speaking of the second album i want to have one..T__T but i don't know how...di naman ako maka-order sa YesAsia kasi wala akong credit card, eh kelangan daw pala yun..huhuhu

wala na akong klase kaninang 4-5pm. nakatambay lang kami nina Kath at Aize sa study area. eh accidentally, nabato ko ng papel si Kath. Sabi nya, "sa 12 years na magkakilala tayo, ngayon mo lang ako binato ng papel." wahaha. tawa kami ng tawa. tapos nahalungkat yung mga bloopers namin nun. Nung nahulog si Kath sa sofa namin nung nakahiga sya, nung nasuot ko yung short ng crush ko, nung nilagay namin ni Clariz sa taas ng may pinto yung sapatos ni Kath, kung sino yung madaming beses na natakid, pati si Clariz nadamay pa...anlakas ng tawa namin, tapos nakakasakit ng tyan..hahaha.. Nga pala, may dalawang debut party kaming pupuntahan sa Saturday..hehe, our two classmates from highschool, sina Crishanne at Maricris. ang pwoblem nga lang ay yung pag-uwi namin kasi syempre, gabi na yun. Sabi ng mom ko, mas okay siguro kung mag-overnight na lang kami. Sabi ni Kath, kung ganun daw ang plano, kina Clariz na lang kami tutulog, pero di namin sasabihin na dun kami pupunta..haha.. ang aadik.. past 6pm na kami nakaalis ng school. hehe, kaya tuloy mag-7pm na ako nakarating dito sa house.. araw araw, ganun lagi ang pag-uwi. may chismax session kasi kami lagi tuwing 5-6pm..hehe

hay, sa waks, nagkaron na ng cbox ang blog ko..hehe..^^ thanks to Ate Rica.. sya yung nag-edit ng blog ko.. kaso di ko pa rin alam kung panu lalagyan yung mga wishlist, etc. nawiwindang ako dito.. feeling ko mawawala ako..haha.. eh baka pag nagkamali ako nang konti, masira nang tuluyan yung blog..waaahhh!!! Thank you talaga Ate Rica..!!! Dahil sa inyo, magkakaron ng kinabukasan ang blog ko..hekhek. pasensya na po sa istorbo. anlaki na ng utang ko xenio.

hehe, may natuklasan ako, maka-jaejoong pala ngayon si ate rica..haha..magkakasundo kami..^^ love ko si jaejoong gayon.. ang wapu kasi. saka ang ganda ganda pa ng voice nya.

tuloy pa rin kaadikan namin ni Rach. tuwing magkatext kami, hindi nawawala sina Yunho at Jae..bwahaha.. nag-eenjoy ako sa ganito.. i love my life..

one more thing, ang ganda ng song ng DBSK na You Only Love.. grave! anlakas ng epek sakin..hehe. pinarinig ko din kay Clariz, and syempre, nagandahan sya. magkapareho na kami. at saka, hindi ko pa nga pala natatapos yung Chapter9 ng fiction namin. nung isang linggo pa dapat yun. ang problem, wala akong maisip na isulat dun. T__T sana ma-inspire ako uli at ganahang sumulat. nakaplano na nga yung mga poster, character chart pati trailer namin. hehe

2007-09-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

eto yung ginawa kong banner kaninang umaga..hehe..yan ang signature ko sa soompi at sa SJ Philippines..maxado na akong Jaejoong mode

we're supposed to have our Semi-Finals Examination today..pero hindi natuloy. Next week na lang daw. hehe. buti naman, tinatamad pa akong mag-aral eh. Tomorrow naman, sa Economics at Computer lang kami may exam. Whew! Di ko ganong maintindihan yung sa eco. ahuhu. ang hirap i-digest yung mga topic. andami pa kasing arte ng author. hmm. English pa yun. ay nako. nananakit ang ulo ko dun. Feeling ko umiikot ang paligid ko. Nyay!!! Next week pa yung mga exam ko sa major, ahihi. ansaya. madami pa akong time para mkapag-aral.hehe

Hindi kami nag-exam kanina sa Technical Writing at Philippine Literature because of the Acrobat Show kanina sa gym. 3-5pm yun. may gosh! ang gagaling nila at antitigas ng buto. talagang ang gagaling nilang mag-balance. nakakamangha. hehe. napapanganga ako dun ha. pero after sometime, tinamad na din kaming manuod ng mga friends ko. tumambay na lang kami sa canteen until 5:30pm. Tsismisan lang kami ng kung anu-ano. At saka, pina-check namin kay Kathleen yung ginagawa namin ni Clariz na fiction.. haha. Talagang sineseryoso namin yun. Masyado kaming inspired na magawa. Kanina ko nga lang ginawa at natapos yung Chapter 7-8 ng kwento. Actually, last week pa akong kinukulit at hinaharass ni Clariz about dun. wahaha. kanina ko lang natripan na magsulat. Meron na kaming Chapter10,pero wala pang Chapter9. Weird noh? Hay, sana masulat ko na yun. Nosebleed kasi English. hekhek

Hindi namin nakasabay si Clariz sa pag-uwi kanina kasi may class pa sya ng 5-6pm. T___T dun sa jeep, may nakatabi kami ni Kath na guy. Taga-amin pala, hehe, pero di ko sya kilala. Habang nag-uusap kami ni "pinzan", nakikinig sya. Aba! Tsismoso. Tapos nakikibasa pa ng message sa cp. Ma-feeling sya. Hmp! Take note: Amoy Gin pa sya. Eeeewwww.! Bago nga ako bumaba, tinging-tingin pa sya. ay nako!

Omo! Omo! May Students' Night nga pala kami sa Friday. May show daw dun, Banda at kung anu-anu pa. Hindi pa ako nakakaranas na maka-attend ng ganun. Sana nga payagan ako. Kagabi pa ako nagpapaalam pero mukhang ayaw pumayag. T___T sana payagan mga friends ko para makasama din ako. Ang problem nga lang, Saturday morning na daw ang uwi nun. Nagsasara na kasi ng gate ang skul at around 10pm. Argh! Sana maka-attend ako dun.. please!

Hanggang ngayon, may Kim Jaejoong madness pa ako.. hahaha. Gumawa pa nga ako ng name eh. JAEWON. Jaejoong + Siwon = JaeWon. Haha. Nice ba? Meron na din akong mp3 ng Shine ng TVXQ at Jaejoong Version ng Insa. Thanks to Rach. iM so happy. ^__^ Gustong-gusto ko ngayon ang Drive ng TVXQ. nailipat ko na nga agad yun sa cellphone ko.ahihi..

wah! i have to go nah! magbabasa uli ako sa Economics...T____T competition, monoply, oligopoly, break-even graph, profit maximization, collusion, wah! kaloka na itoh!

RANDOM:

Why do people just hide their true feeling from the one they love?

Why can't they tell it without hesitation?

Why do people keep on promising if they'll only break it?

Why can't they stick to their words and be firm in their decision?

Why do people let you think you're the only one when they were already committed to others?

Why can't they be honest or faithful to only one?

Why do people make you happy if they were also the reason of your sadness?

Why can't they make you sad first before making you happy?

Why do people keep on saying they will not leave you behind if they keep on saying goodbye?

Why is there forever if nobody can prove it?

Why is love existing if in the end, it could just be hate?

And why do people try hard to enter in your life if after sometime they'll just be gone easily?

aLy_28

Love's Masquerade

2007-09-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

whoa!!! sa wakaz, natapos ko ding i-type yung project ko sa eng104..grave, kahirap mag-isip..haha...kapagod pang mag-type..pa-print ko na lang kay aize-sshi, naubusan kami ng ink..ahihi...we watched a play yesterday entitled UNANG ALAY, tungkol sa buhay nina Andres Bonifacio at Gregoria De Jesu na hindi daw naisulat sa history..okei naman yung play, saka nakita ko pa yung crush ko...hihi

ma-busy ata ako this week..may test kami tomorrow sa Financial Accounting..T_____T, eh hindi pa ako nakakpagsimulang mag-aral...ahuhu..baka makapag-report pa ako sa Tuesday, di ko pa nesesearch yung topic ko...and our Semi-Finals is on Sept.12-13...grave, kinakabahan ako...lalo na sa major subject ko...ang hihirap kasi ng mga problems dun..omo! omo! T___T

magkatext kami ngayon ni Rach. She's galnxtdoor of sjphils...haha..magkasundong-magkasundo kami sa kabangagan. kanya si Yunho, akin si Jejoong.... Goodness!!!! nag-fall ako nang tuluyan kay KIm Jaejoong of TVXQ..ang wapu kasi tapos ang ganda pa ng boses...hay, watch nyo yung Dream Concert perf nila ng "O", maiinlab din kayo. pati kay Jung Yunho...may gulay! hanggang ngayon, bangag pa rin kami.haha...ang wapu wapu kasi ni jae..

iM currently addicted to the song "O" of TVXQ...as well as to a guy named KIM JAEJOONG...!!!

RANDOM:
What if the person you hated the most is the one who’s always around in your dark and lonely times? What if the person you’ve fallen for is just using you? What if the person you’ve loved left you behind? What if the person you thought would give you happiness just disappeared? What if the true love you’re searching for is just there beside you? And what if you’re blinded by LOVE’S MASQUERADE?

Happy Birthday Ate Ekah.....

2007-09-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Happy Birthday Ate Ekah....!!! I wish you all the best.. hihi... mwah!!!!

hay, nkakainis ang smart... 2hrs akong walang signal..huhu...halos maiyak na ko..hekhek..andrama eh, noh?!

woohoo...!!! nag-update na si Battling With A Hot Guy.haha.. i love that story... si Donghae yung bida..haha.. i wish ako na lang si Ji Na, though madalas silang mag-away, ansarap pa ring magmahal ni donghae.. *sigh*

a day with Sam

2007-09-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

hay, grabeng kapagod ang araw na toh...sinamahan ko ang sis ko sa SM...gusto daw nyang makita si fafa Sam Milby... oh boy!!! andaming tao..haha..buti na lang asa unahan kami so we got a clearer view of him..whew!! sobrang siksikan.. iM happy coz nakuhana ko xa nang maayos na picture..hehe..biruin nyo, one and a half hour kaming naghintay dun tapos 30mins lang syang lumabas..ay nako...ansakit pa naman ng paa ko sa katatayo.. ahuhu... well, bumili yung sis ko ng CD nya.. 7pm na kaming nkaalis sa mall...akala ko wala na kaming masasakyan papunta samin..grave..i have to make my assignment in technical writing pa...it's all about making a letter of application and your own bio-data..

welz, tomorrow is the start of a new week in scjool...hope it will be fun