...i'LL stay, no matter what...

"i'LL stay, i promise you.. I won't ever leave you. You will always have me, and you're the only one for me. I promise."


I never imagined someone could be so important to me. That I always wanted that someone around.

I didn't know something like that could happen last night. But somehow, something came up. Maybe it happened so as to test how strong is our hold for each other, if we'll just let something like that break us apart, to forget everything that had happen to us and just let go of each other. I always thought we're really okay. I didn't expect that it was something about me that is the cause of it to happen. I cried and cried. I promised myself that I will make that person happy, care for that someone and never hurt her. But what have I done? I feel so bad. I have disappointed her. I feel like I'm not worthy to be called her COTTON CANDY anymore. It hurts so bad inside.

She asked me if I still want her around..If I will stay.. Why would I not? She's like the most important person for me. She's the best thing that ever happened to me. She's the only one who can make me happy in an instant just by seeing her name in my inbox. She's the only person who I can share all my thoughts, good or bad. She's the only one who always greets me "good morning cotton candy! <3". She's the only one who always makes me feel loved, special, and that I can make someone happy. She's the only one that I wanted to be my elder sister. (If it's really possible, I really really wanted her to be my sister) She's the only one who I cared for so much. That even if I'm doing something and she needs me, I will never have any second thoughts in leaving what I'm doing and immediately come for her aid. I promised I'll always be there for her. That even if everyone leaves her, I'll always be here. She was an understandin, loving, caring, and sweet ate and friend to me. She's the only person who I have cried for six times now. She always gets me worried and close to tears just by knowing she's not well, whether physically or emotionally.

So what's my answer...? Will I stay..? Will I still want her around?


There's no point in thinking for that anymore...


Of course, I will stay.! I will never ever leave her. I will always be here for her. If she needs me, I'll always try my best to cheer her up. I'll risk having to cry for so many times just for her. I can bear losing anything but not her. I don't want to lose her. I don't know what to do if I lose her. It's like being empty inside. She will always have me. Not because I have promised her. But it's because I care for her and I wanted to do this for her. She will always be special for me.

Though I don't even see you around, knowing you are there is enough for me to never trade you for anything in this world...MY MARSHMALLOW


COTTON CANDY will always be here for you...your dongsaeng, your LIL SIS, you friend... ^^

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