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ALYSSA MARIZ ADIA. aLy, alyssa, mariz, lemon, lemonade, cotton candy. Kim Sangrim. 18y/o. Batangas/Mendiola. Geminian. June 16, 1990. BS Pharmacy - Centro Escolar University. sky blue. number 28. SUJU lover. DONG BANG lover. SHINee lover. fiction addict. certified MOTHIEZ. certified SMEXIEZ

You can say anything about me
as you please
but I am what I am
and that's something you can never be..

craves :
.♠ EB with JCers
.♠ Marshmallow
.♠ video of O - Dream Concert
.♠ Laptop
.♠ Trip to Korea
.♠ Teddy Bear
.♠ Super Junior album
.♠ new phone
.♠ ipod video
.♠ Harry Potter Book7
.♠ DBSK - 1st live Concert
.♠ AADBSK1 DVD
.♠ AADBSK2 DVD
.♠ AADBSK2 DTS
.♠ Five in the Black Concert DVD
.♠ DBSK MIROTIC album
.♠ SHINEe Mini Album
.♠ SHINEe First Album
.♠ Hero Style - Wave Cross Earrings
.♠ U-Know Style - Three Cross Earrings
.♠ Jaejoong's keroppi fan
.♠ Double Dutch & Cookies 'n Cream

Loves :

CONFUSED???

It’s been a while since I’ve posted my blog here… hehe


Sembreak na naming.. and shocks, mejo kaboring sya kasi wala ding magawa sa bahay. Computer na lang ang hinaharap ko, texting, reading fiction, updating yung Fiction na gawa naming ni Clariz, blah blah blah… hahaha.. anyweiz, enjoy din naman eh..

Last October15, nagpunta kami sa STC. Intramurals dun and feast day ng Patron Saint ng former school naming… how I missed that school… nun lang ulit ako nakadalaw dun.. and I met my former guy classmates and a girl too. Sabi ko nga kay Rach, parang DBSK ang kasama ko.. hahaha.. antatangkad kasi, tapos mga wapu pa… ahihi….nakakatuwa nga kasi pati si clariz, naipasok naming dun kahit hindi sya galling sa STC.. hahaha.. bukod dun, nakita ko din yung crush ko.. (I’ve been liking him for 5 years na… biruin nyo)… and were like of friends na.. gosh.. parang ang hirap nun, especially for the fact na alam kong mahal nya talaga yung isa kong friend… bakit ganun… *SIGH*

It’s so hard pretending I don’t love that person anymore. No matter how I tell myself that I’ve moved on, no matter how long I’ve not seen him, no matter how I try to look for another… still, the feeling is there…. Though years have passed, I still love him the way it was before.. and maybe, it will never ever change….

The moment he said sorry to me, that’s when I felt the pain….. okay na ako.. iM used to what relationship we had now… but from that SORRY, dun ko naramdaman yung sakit… he even told me that we can treat each other as bestfriends… it hurts inside.. im so thankful that I managed to control myself from crying… ang hirap huminga that time… I let it all out with clariz… thanks to her… *sigh*


It’s been so long that I’m so used of being called “umma”… hehe… and im so happy for that relationship and the way I was called umma… But for some reason, I felt something different the moment it changed to ‘ate aly’… I don’t know why… I didn’t pushed it anyway… maybe, it’s just that iM used to being called that way… and I should try to get used to it for now….


NEW SHOUTOUT ko:

“im always in my own world alone…not till ou come and bring me out…iL always trust you, KIM JAEJOONG”

Hahaha… anlakas ng tama ko sa kanya… and gosh!!!!!!!!!! Hearing his voice makes me soooooo happy inside out… parang napapagaan ng boses nya yung loob ko… marinig ko lang yung boses nya, okay na lahat…

What about siwon?? I’ve been asked that question twice… and my anser?? “I don’t know”… hirap pang mag-decide eh.. I like both of them, but I can’t just give up one of them….

pahaboL: natapos ko nang basahin ang HIGHSCHOOL ROYALTY.. waw!!!! ang ganda ng kwento.. hehe.. super sweet ni junsu.. and ang sarap nyang maging boyfriend... super sweet, mabait... basta lahat na.. ang ganda din ng kwento para sa ibang characters

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